canisha-arcilla
the unhappiest hopeless romantic bitch // I'm just lost.... and alone / / "Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self." ― Cyril Connolly / / wordpress; snapchat; twitter; ig: canisharcilla / / • beeyotch.queen
*like when you
are so close to
reaching home
you just realize
that you'll enter
a place wherein
your true self
is not accepted.*
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 10:53 AM UTC
all the pain was because of you,
all the sacrifices and love that's true.
I hope that I can be yours too,
for you're the only song I'd like to listen to.
the message of yours is clear,
it's okay to lose me and you're not in fear.
you're my saddest song, the one and only,
and I'll love the whole you endlessly.
you're the last song I'd like to feel,
and the last song I'd love to hear.
I'll be your forever lover,
a lover that you won't even remember.
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 3:04 AM UTC
*I want you to satisfy my soul
and make me stay forever.*
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
your sweet lies are my favourite,
they are like sugar on my bitter cake.
your sweet fake actions are my favourite, too,
they make me love you harder even if they're not true.
your sweet imaginary love is also my favourite,
you make me believe that they can be true and real.
but your defection is not one of my sweet favourites,
for it made me realize that I'm not really permanent in your life.
I'm just your sweet favourite temporary source of happiness.
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 4:07 AM UTC
you made me feel like I was your sun,
that's why I made you my universe.
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 3:37 AM UTC
nagsimula sa simpleng kamustahan,
nagkakilala't nagkamabutihan,
'di inakalang lalalim,
ang pag-iibigang akala'y tunay.
dumaan ang ilang araw,
umaga, tanghali at gabi,
ikaw ang tanging kausap,
laging sa isip kahit 'di man matanaw.
habang tumatagal ay,
palalim ng palalim ang nadarama,
puso ko'y patay na patay,
sa'yong pagkataong ubod ng ganda.
ngunit sa isang iglap,
wala pang dalawang kurap,
ako'y iyong nilisan,
at 'di na binalikan.
'yun pala ikaw ay,
may iniirog nang kay tagal,
'di mawari ang nadama,
ako'y tila nasaktan.
akala ko ay ika'y akin,
'pagkat ako'y paga-ari mo,
akala'y parehas ng nadarama,
'yun pala'y nagkamali lamang ako.
kailan kaya kita malilimutan,
at 'di na iisipin pa,
inalay na pagmamahal,
akala'y masusuklian na.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 10:57 AM UTC
*sometimes, I wish that I never met you
and never in my whole life let you know me
and sometimes I also wish that I never fell in love.*
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 11:37 PM UTC
*sometimes, you just have to breath
and let go of all the ****
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 12:23 PM UTC
*We are like parallel lines
even if one wanna meet the other one
it cannot happen because it is a rule.*
Feb 3, 2016
Feb 3, 2016 at 2:17 PM UTC