
you always told me to stop wearing so much makeup
so i did.
you always told me to cover up
so i did.
you always told me to eat more
so i did.
you always told me ¨ please you love me right?¨
so i let you.
you always made me believe it was love
so i trusted you.
you always had traced my cuts and told me to stop harming myself
so i did.
march 15th 2025
now you're arguing with me
wondering why i broke up with you
when you ´ ve been the blade that forced itself against my skin.
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 1:42 PM UTC
I had a dream that I could fly.
Every time I tried to fly, strings from my wrists would hold me down
slowly cutting the strings off from my wrists, leaving a trail of blood behind.
As they fell to the ground below
Finally after cutting the last string, tears in my eyes, I could fly
Before I took off I thought about all those strings that held me back
Being there to comfort me when no one could, how they had grown on me
I've made up my mind
Tonight i flew for the first time
Flying until my wings gave out and i fell towards the ground below
Waking up in a sweat i realized i was back in the hospital
Legs broken, head pounding, bruises everywhere
I look down at my carefully bandaged wrists
Memories of cutting those strings off from my wrists flooding back.
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 1:46 PM UTC
I am 7 years old.
I walk into a room
Confident but cautious.
I scan the room admiring my new peers.
already chatting and connecting.
My eyes lock on a girl, Mia.
Finally My brain, small and misunderstood,
Was understood.
As i talk, my hushed voice
Grows brighter.
we laugh till the sun dies.
I am 7 years old.
I was 7 years old.
I walk into my new school
Confident but cautious.
I scan the room looking at my peers.
A friend i've known for 8+ years
highlights from the crowd, Mia.
My small and misunderstood brain
Finally was understood.
I was 7 years old.
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 1:46 PM UTC