being strong is simply opening yourself to the worst pain and not letting it show
all i ask now is that you all bow your heads while i release the pain i feel
the anger, the depression, the fear, the anxiety, the sadness, and all the other negative feelings that i harbor everyday but choose not to release into the world
look away in my moment of weakness that is the only gift you can grant me
in your hands lies my merry christmas
Dec 26, 2010
Dec 26, 2010 at 3:43 PM UTC
How is possible that so many of us can feel so lost in this world simutaneously?
How is it so easy for us to forget our most deepest desire and where we want to lead ourselves?
As long you can picture where u want to be you can never be lost
As long as every action you take is pointed in the direction of who and where you want to be,
then no turn can be wrong
If you learn that your last turn took u away from that
then your last turn could not have a been a "wrong" one for it help you learn how to get you to your destination
So if you arent sure how to get where you are goin
Get lost
It may not get you where you are goin directly but you will know what every turn entails
If you kno all the ways not to go then you surely you arent truly lost
So worry not when your path seems strange
Its nearly impossible to get lost if you never stop movin
Dec 26, 2010
Dec 26, 2010 at 3:35 PM UTC
My fears haunt my reality
My nightmares live to see day
I cant wake up from this horrific dream
Oh so endless it seems
The thought of living with no connection to my soul
Like a beautiful plant who cant grow
I just want to spread my wings and fly to the corners of the globe
yet my nightmares will return
the fear in me questions if theres anything there
That there is nothing beyond this plastic reality
this plastic reality created by man to bring smoke to my vision
So out of fear i stand still
Out of fear i tell myself it is unwise to walk into the smoke, into blindness
But my highest thought knows that i cannot remain at this standstill
For those who choose to walk into the smoke with fear, that smoke will b your reality
For those who walk into the smoke knowing its not really there
will b able to blink thru the smoke and b able to see once more
Dec 26, 2010
Dec 26, 2010 at 3:32 PM UTC
I am the epitome of love
my love is light that shines so bright
my light shine upon all of the ppl which i meet
most cant handle the brightness of my existence
so they shield their eyes and never look directly into the light
There was a guy who thought that he could handle my light
but was afraid to try and fail
so i dimmed my light so that he may directly into my love and see
but witholding my rays of love did nothing but burn my soul
But one day he saw my love for what is truly was
and felt as though he had to look away for he was not worthy
but i say this onto all those who read this note
to take heed and forgot not these words
You were created the Ultimate God
There is nothing greater than the love he has for you and therefore
there is not greater love than you
Your love is the ultimate
Your light is pure love
Love for yourself is a love for God
love yourself and then there will be no light too bright for your eyes to see
for those who never learn to love themselves will live in nothing but darkness
Dec 26, 2010
Dec 26, 2010 at 3:28 PM UTC
The day my eyes opened to the true life that I live was not the day most call birth
My minds true birth into this world came through my realization of what God truly is
God is love, love is light, and light is me
And I will forever more be a small light of God on a huge spectrum of the magnificence that is this world
When you find the light and love of God in yourself, you then find the light and love in others
You can look at someone and see their light shining within their soul
And finding true love is just the realization that the person you are looking at is not only a wonderful and beautiful life in itself but also that their light is nothing more than the exact reflection of your light as well
Once you have come to that realization, then you will realize that your love and the light of your life was never in question, only that you had yet to see it for yourself
And the light that emits itself from the both of your souls combined is what keeps the world turning, and the wind blowing
It's the brightest light that you may ever come to see
The truest love, in the truest form to be witnesses by the hearts that have opened themselves up to such a light will bask in it's wonderful rays and praise it
...because that love is nothing more that God in his most beautiful form
Dec 26, 2010
Dec 26, 2010 at 3:22 PM UTC