I wondered today what you’d do
if I simply let myself dangle
my feet off a cliff,
let my feet get pulled by
gravity until I was falling
falling with nothing
beneath.
I was thinking about how’d
that happen and I asked
myself, would you say my name
would you scream
as I fell would you look over
the edge at my mangled
corpse.
Sweetie I promise I’d give you
one last smile,
just one last goodbye as I twisted
and fell.
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 3:31 AM UTC
Can I admit my darkest
secrets to you?
Oh darling can I blow you
kisses in the dark?
Will you let me stay by your side
until I’m done breathing?
Oh sweetheart I must tell you
that I have something
terribly wrong with me.
I simply cannot imagine life
without you holding me.
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
I can’t stop thinking
of how when I asked
he said yes
for the first time in forever
he said yes
yes to the acceptance of
having plans to
see each other
yes to meeting my friends
yes to seeing this side
of me.
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 1:32 PM UTC
There is no feeling better
than knowing where
you’re going,
no feeling better than
knowing how to get there,
there is no better feeling
in my mind
than being able to get
where you want to be.
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 5:00 AM UTC
The unexpected
can be the best
the unexpected smile
the unexpected laughter
the unexpected friendship.
The unexpected
isn’t always the happiest
the unexpected cry
the unexpected lies
the unexpected betrayal.
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 4:25 AM UTC
Tomorrow will be good
but until then
I have to make it
through today and that means
battling my inner
demons
all whispering
begging
pleading
to think of the past
think of the not so
happy
charming
but certainly not
loveless past.
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 4:05 AM UTC
Can I whisper in your ear
all my ****** secrets,
can I confess in your mouth
all my sins,
can I cry in your arms
all night long?
Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 3:07 AM UTC
I saw a quote today
and for a second
just a second
I thought about you
while reading it.
I can see how you’ll smile
in my head if you
read this but I think
before you do you should know
it was how I know that we’re over because now when I see you I’m more
in love with my
memories of you than you yourself.
Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 3:12 AM UTC
I cannot believe
that I could ever be pushed,
I cannot believe
that I could ever be beaten,
I cannot believe
that I could ever be pressured,
I cannot believe
that anything but life can
do this all and
damage me so infinitely.
Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 12:35 AM UTC
When we’re together
we’re a breathing poison to the
other, seeping through veins.
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 1:27 AM UTC