"They don't like me"
"They hate me"
"They killed me"
"They took me over"
"They wanted me"
"They were me"
Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 4:42 AM UTC
You had a sad soul
Nothing special,
Just one of the girls
But for me,
You made the world
Look like a better place
You drank way too much
To keep yourself warm
But you didn't notice
My arms lingering
To hold you
And it's too late
You left me alone
Something I can't
Describe in a poem
The only thing
I'd like to say is
I never loved you anyway
Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 4:40 AM UTC
hovering on the edge of the roof
anorexic because of you
pills will solve all my difficulties
problems keep piling up
you don't even know
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 10:25 AM UTC
diving into the deepest
everything feels good
popular songs are on
roses bloom in the sun
enthusiasm feels good
summer lasts forever
swinging through life
endings are happy
dreams do come true
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 10:21 AM UTC
sad
is such
a
beautiful
word
with
such
a
horrible
meaning
and
such
a
depressing
end
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 10:15 AM UTC
but darling
sorry doesn't have any meaning anymore
but darling
pain doesn't have any sympathy anymore
but darling
love doesn't have any sticklers anymore
but darling
think doesn't have any logic anymore
but mom
life doesn't have anything to live for
anymore
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 10:11 AM UTC
**If I had the power, I would make it rain all day, all night, until the sound of the drops starts to fade
I would make the clouds dark, so when the sun shines, rainbows will always end in pitch black
I would make sure every single self looks like my soul: lacerated, timorous, lost
Their hearts would beat on the rhythm of my thoughts: lingering, infinite, callous**
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 10:00 AM UTC
i'm out
she wrote
on a little
white paper
she laid it
down on
the counter
i'm sick
she wrote
on a blue
sheet of
paper
she gave
it to the
janitor
at school
i'm high
she wrote
on the
***** door
of the
restroom
she took
a pink pill
out of
her pocket
i'm dead
she wrote
on a little
white paper
she laid it
down on
the counter
while she
took another
swig of
the brown
liquid that
would
make her
blood
stop running
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 9:52 AM UTC
*my conscience tries to keep me away from your love
take a step back she says,
don't get too close, or you'll hurt yourself*
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 9:45 AM UTC
I wander in my mind again
Searching for the one little spot where you are hiding
I think I won't be able to sleep tonight
You stare at me, looking right through my skin
You see my veins, fulled with alcohol
Most of the people I know can only think straight
When they're sober
But as I'm always drunk, my mind is prepared
Can't you just grab my hand and take me to wonderland
Save me from my death,
Tickle me until I'm out of breath
I hear you walking in
Your footsteps are planted in my remembrance
They wander in my brain,
Leave their marks on my retina
Winter goes to summer,
Long sleeves go to t-shirts
Our love still comes from one side,
Trying to break through
As I open my eyes, I see you laying next to me
My imagination took over again
But dreams do come true, they say
So just promise me you'll love me today
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 4:12 PM UTC