I am there again
remembering yesterday
like a savage wind
Been here before
like a boy
now a man
….Here I stand
There again
so many years
have come now gone
what went right
what went wrong
Bitter sweet freedom
from the war
I won
….Here I stand
There again
regret leaks
down my cheeks
a taste of ones own
tears brings relief
Now older wiser
I understand why
….Here I stand
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 5:29 AM UTC
to be free
I threw
the last stone
into our glassy
swallow pond
murky with the lies
we’d tried to build
a life upon .
Ripples of freedom
sent to my heart
my soul
will be happier
Now we will be
forever apart.
To be free
you won’t be there
any more
I don’t wish
to say goodbye.
Or
see you one last time
like all the times
You needed me
you would say
now, we will never
ever ….find out why?
You didn’t
even know me
Nor did You
ever try.
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 5:26 AM UTC
Oh what a life
A wicked loving
strange life !
this is what
I believe
I have lived .
To reach for someone
no longer there
Holding their hand
While they sleep
The tears will dry
And memory ’s fade
I miss the love
If it was there
At all……….?
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 5:23 AM UTC
The roadside,
a highways graveyard
for memory’s
and careless litter.
A million
white lines
blend into one
The road
goes on forever
When you're on
the last run.
I found
my yesterdays
on the road to tomorrow
Degraded, discarded ,
old and forgotten.
at night
I see you
in the shadows watching
your eyes burn at me,
I dare not stop!
A million
white lines
blend into one
The road
goes on forever
When you're on
the last run.
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 5:22 AM UTC
tired of the world with all its toil,
cried for the weak ,the lost
too many gun's n bombs
killing and destroying
one day all gone in a flash.
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 10:51 AM UTC
Looking at the stars
I wonder where you are
do you still think of me
do you too have a scar
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 11:11 AM UTC
feel I'm drifting
feel I'm falling
feel I'm losing it
feel I died along time ago
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 10:11 AM UTC
Tell me how to believe
my next cigarette will come from an tray
centre link want to take my benefits away
the cost of my fortnight food shop matches their restaurant bill
fun comes from a white pill or when your pain meds kick in
to watch the one I love in tears for tomorrows fears
when my body is broken and my mind is following
tell me how to believe?
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 10:03 AM UTC
I close my eyes,
part of my soul dies.
my head explodes with sadness,
tears weep tears within me.
I welcome death ,like a missing friend,
life happened to me, I look behind,
no shadow, something died.
with nothing to believe in,
it could never survive.
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 11:53 AM UTC
Hello universe,
thought .... I should thank you
for all your wondrous gifts
like my life, hard ....yet fair
like this body lasting ....this far
like the dreams I've followed....still do
like not going to jail for things I did not do.
3 numbers and a sub ....when normally I just get 2.
we seem to talk a lot these days
Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 11:40 AM UTC