I love....
butterflies. movies. music. my family. my friends. my wii. chocolate. ice cream. chicken. lemonade on a hot summer day. watching tv. talking. God. my computer. my classroom. my job. my sister. my mom. my dad. my grandma. my grandpa. love. working out. playing the flute. driving in my car listening to music. walking. biking. sledding. the first snow. chap stick. sleeping. dogs. my house. my roommates.
you.
Aug 3, 2010
Aug 3, 2010 at 9:11 PM UTC
too hot
too cold
too many excuses
too much to think about
too much blame to place
too much hurt to live with
too much pain to bear
Nightmares? dreams? anything?
nope. nothing.
too dark.
too bright.
to early
to late.
I just can't sleep...
HELP!
too much stress
too many headaches
too many excuses.
to late for help?
Pause. Breathe. Pray.
too late
to lose any more sleep
tonight.
Jul 9, 2010
Jul 9, 2010 at 9:47 PM UTC
pull it
twist it
smash it.
still
i
feel
nothing.
Punch
KICK
PULL.
nothing.
HARDER, PLEASE!
pulltwistsmashpunchpullkicktwistsmashpulltwistsmash.
nothing.
hit
pound
kick
spit
what? nothing still
numb.
**ADMIT IT! YOU ARE NOT OKAY. **
YOU NEED HELP.
thank you.
hug me.
look me in the eye.
finally....
a symphony of tears
waves of unending, uncontrolled emotions.
and finally, you're back :)
I really missed you.
Jun 28, 2010
Jun 28, 2010 at 11:30 AM UTC
I
hate
goodbyes
they're so final
yet in conversations with friends
somehow it seems vital
Goodbye
we say it
no matter what the circumstance
but somehow i'm convinced
it's never truly final
Maybe a lover to his girl
on a long dark winter night
giving a "good-bye" kiss
Just doesn't seem right...
Or mabye its family
and it's finally time for you to fly
but for your final choice of words
you inevideably choose
"good-bye"
More likely than not
you've had to go
from the place that you've learned to love
but somehow you just know....
That good-bye just won't work
You see friendships you've made
and how they're suddenly
S CA T T ER E D
across the nations...
So, "I'll see you later" my dearest friends,
Sounds much more appropriate
because the journey's not nearly over---
and I couldn't do it without each of as my associates ;)
Jun 5, 2010
Jun 5, 2010 at 9:18 PM UTC
I tried to "defy gravity"
But I fell
on
my
face
I thought we'd have fun
But you put me in my place
Now I'm stuck here waiting
for someone else to come
and right here in this moment
Im glad you're NOT the one.
You listened to your heart
And that's all I can ask
I can only hope that our friendship
gets back on track
When I see you Monday
I will not mplay my game
cause even though you knocked me down
I'll call you by name.
Jun 5, 2010
Jun 5, 2010 at 9:10 PM UTC
I'm happy with who I've become
So relieved that you weren't "the one"
Because now I can explore my options
Without a care in the world.
Soemtimes I wonder how you could hurt me so much
But then I realized you did it for yourself.
You're not who I thought you were...
but now that we're done I'm better off for sure!
Living without you I set my own pace
I walk alone without your hearts' embrace
Sometimes you cross my mind and I wonder what I did wrong
But I know it's nothing we could control
I just hope one day you understand how much you hurt me--when it's the last thing my heart needed
A funny thing happened the other day
I looked at a picture of you and me
and...
nothing happened.
I saw teop people...neither of which still exists in this time and place.
You were there when I needed you
And me for you
But I can say with great conviction
That I'm myself again...without you.
You hurt me--bad
But I've forgiven you.
Sometimes I jusat ask, why?
But then I realize that I will not have the answers....and that's okay.
Jun 5, 2010
Jun 5, 2010 at 9:05 PM UTC
I've got my "Once upon a time"
but there's no end to your story
My heart's on a mission--
It's searchin' for you
Cause' you were a dream--a dream come true.
But now you're gone
and my life's a diaster
without your embrace
I just keep falling faster
You were my once upon a time
And now I'm alone
But if you ever come around
I'll welcome you home...
My prince charming
A dream come true
A knight in shinging armour
It was you
But I guess right now
I'll put an end to this chapter
But I'm still here waiting
On this happily ever after....
Jun 5, 2010
Jun 5, 2010 at 8:58 PM UTC
You came into my life...
you told me the words I'd heard 100000 times before
The word of Sod from Sunday school when I was 4.
But this time was different
You taught me to pray
and then I saw Jesus in a whole new way
i learned just who I am
I learned to love again
My heart now hears His call
you shaped my soul, healed a broken heart
But now it's been so long, and I miss you all the time
So....thanks!
for giving me new hope
for showing me the love, that I am worthy of,
for giving all my friendships a new meaning.
You're the brother I've never had
thanks for showing me you cared
And even though you're gone now....so far far away
your presence is in my heart will always stay.
You've changed my life.
Jun 5, 2010
Jun 5, 2010 at 8:53 PM UTC
From the outside:
Plan
Greet
Grade
Teach
Discuss
Send off
Plan
Greet
Grade
(discipline)
Teach
Discuss
Send off
From the inside:
Plan
getting creative is what makes it work....think think think...you're kids are gonna love it!
Greet
make a day--ask them how theirs was
Grade
show them how to be responsible for their own work
Teach
inspire a new thought and self-esteem--make mistakes, because you're human too!
Discuss
their lives, their days, their goals, their fears
your life, your path, your fears, your goals...
Send off
Knowing that ready or not you'll see them tomorrow
May 17, 2010
May 17, 2010 at 7:26 PM UTC
Always aligning
but never aligned
the stars are in motion
I'm falling behind
For a moment it's perfect
for a second it's right
but then in an instant
i'm here with tonight
I force myself to feel something--
but i'm just a fool
not thinking with my heart
trying to break my own rules
But things are in motion
like a rising tide
the season of changes is among us
and i'm ready for the ride
May 17, 2010
May 17, 2010 at 7:17 PM UTC