brittany-comer
American
I'm a 19 year old white girl with a baby.. Born and raised in Florida. I'm not writing to be judged or liked, I'm doing it to vent and say things I have no courage saying to those around me. If you happen to like what I'm saying than that's cool. Peace and Love.
You don't know yet
That your my inspiration
You found your way thru life's debt
And I'm still in awe
Your light and Your hope
Maybe one day I can have the strength you do
To get over my past love
As easy as you have
Please understand I adore you
Your quirky laugh when your high
The way you squint your eyes
I've seen your eyes for everything they've seen
They're strong, beautiful and insightful
But those eyes have hurt
I've heard of your father and his temper
Oh what an ***
I've heard of your sisters
And how they need you as a protector
I admire you for that quality
I feel safe with you as well
You've helped me so much with forgetting Daniel
I can trust you with my deepest secrets
Your my hope for something better
My best friend
Jan 9, 2012
Jan 9, 2012 at 9:48 PM UTC
Eating food is as injecting morphine
I no longer feel any pain
Bread absorbs my lifes sorrows
While I crave chocolate like I crave your touch
A joint and Jose'
The drown out your memory
Sweet delicious ****
Why must you make me so hungry?
Jan 6, 2012
Jan 6, 2012 at 9:23 PM UTC
Alone in my sorrow
I don't blame you for leaving
All I do is complain and *****
So ******* annoying
I strangled your freedom
Right out of your arms
I ******* about females
and your love for kush
I miss you so much
Your my one love
Jan 6, 2012
Jan 6, 2012 at 9:00 PM UTC
Stop it
Leave me alone
Can't you tell this hurts
When I'm forced to see you
I become Overwhelmed with emotion
You took my heart
And stabbed it repeatedly
But yet
I remember
Every kiss every touch every laugh
I don't want to miss you
Your a ******* ****
Your the meaning of bipolar whiplash
Love me
Or leave me
For good
Jan 5, 2012
Jan 5, 2012 at 11:43 PM UTC
I'd be your wife
Stay honest and pretty
I'd give you a daughter, lilly would be her name
Id stay true to you giving u my entire soul
But wait
Babies
Honesty
Me
Those arnt things you crave
They're not things you can desire
Babies are a drag
And you need to have freedom
Honesty is over rated and only delivers pain
And me
I'm just me
Who would ever want me
Jan 5, 2012
Jan 5, 2012 at 11:33 PM UTC
I'm not your ***** call you can discard
Please lose my number
I hate those three letters
D
T
F
Please
Lose my number
I'm ready for a love
Not to be your one night
So do me a favor
And forget I exist
And lose my number
Jan 5, 2012
Jan 5, 2012 at 3:15 PM UTC
Legs quiver
Hands tremble
I'm waiting for you to deliver
I'm soaking
Pressing your head into my chest
Biting my stomach and thighs
Please don't judge I'm looking a mess
I'm begging now
Please
Don't stop
Harder faster deeper
I feel I'm about to pop
No stop!
Why would you do that
I hate being on top
Not a **** angle
But wait
It feels oh so good
I hear you
Your breathing
I can tell you like this steady grind
Roll me over
Finishing this night
Now were snug
I feel the safeness in your heartbeat
Jan 4, 2012
Jan 4, 2012 at 9:53 PM UTC
Food
Holy **** its awesome
McDonald's Chicken nuggets
I can get 20 for five dollars
Or a delicious Fish Fillet
Mmm Holla holla
I don't mind calories
They give me my curves
Have you tasted McDonald's Big Mac?
Holy ****
Or how about their sweet Tea?
Its sweetened with Crack
And that's what it is
Fast food
Its crack
I'm addicted
It gets me high on another level
Withdraws
**** that
I know I should eat better
But ****
Fried Chicken and Mashed potatoes
Hell yes
Starving yourself?
Are you ******* nuts?
you *****
Try chocolate cream pie
Vanilla Cream or whipped cream
So delicious I cream
Oh lord
I bet I sound crazy
I'm not a ******
I swear I'm not lazy
Ill continue this affair
For this food
This delicious ******* food
Will never break my heart
Jan 4, 2012
Jan 4, 2012 at 3:10 PM UTC
I hear your happy
How can you be
You hurt girls
Its what you do
And your proud?
Disgust
Hate
Pain
Those are the words that remind me of you
Your a pathetic specimen
I'm relieved were broken up
That relationship was a broken one way street
I'm just sorry I wasted so many years
Being your secret
Shhh
Don't tell
So many secrets
I know them all
Surprise
I'm reveling you for who you are
What are your true colors?
Not red for blood and pain
Not black for death and grieving
Not green for hope
Not yellow for light and life
But blue
For sorrow and sadness
Because your are blue
You are sad
You are sorrow
This is you
Like a beautiful flower
You pulled me in
But beneath your beauty there was thorns and poison
You poked me and made me bleed
You made me sick with your poison
But whatever
Your a thing of my past
Whatever
Jan 4, 2012
Jan 4, 2012 at 8:57 AM UTC
Her Face
Oh so Beautiful
The kind of beautiful that makes you stare
The kind that makes you become a better person
She changes everything
Everything about this life is dull and pointless
But that face
Her giggles
So cute and youthful
Every little squeak is adorable
Her tiny voice
Oh so cute
When she crys mama mama
It melts my heart
Lillys the only thing in my life
That makes me feel needed
Simple as that
She needs me
And I need her
When I'm around her
There's hope light and love
My everything
Lilly
Jan 4, 2012
Jan 4, 2012 at 7:45 AM UTC