brianna-5 - Hello Poetry

You're like my favorite flower... I could look at you all day and you'd just get better each second. You're like the rain on a sunny day... It sounds so sad but it's the freshest break in summer. You're the perfect memory; the one I'll never forget nor want to lose. I could go on for days about your handsomeness and even your flaws and it still wouldn't be enough to describe.... How perfectly suited we are for each other or How perfectly enamored with every single piece of you I am...

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Nov 26, 2013

Nov 26, 2013 at 11:58 PM UTC

Perfectly Enamored

You're like my favorite flower... I could look at you all day and you'd just get better each second. You're like the rain on a sunny day... It sounds so sad but it's the freshest break in summer. You're the perfect memory; the one I'll never forget nor want to lose. I could go on for days about your handsomeness and even your flaws and it still wouldn't be enough to describe.... How perfectly suited we are for each other or How perfectly enamored with every single piece of you I am...

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It felt something like falling off your bed in the middle of the night You just wake up not quite sure what happened. I woke up in the hospital. They asked me if I knew where I was and what happened to me I said I couldn't recall exactly what happened But I thought I had an idea. They said you tried to **** yourself again last night your roommate found you She called 911 said there was a lot of blood I guess I saw that coming. It felt sort of like a dream I told the therapist later that week... I felt like all the stress just vanished! I was finally at peace. He told me life was hard and it would only get harder and asked if I would do it again? I wasn't sure how to answer him Honestly, I probably would.

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Nov 26, 2013

Nov 26, 2013 at 11:53 PM UTC

Finally at ease

It felt something like falling off your bed in the middle of the night You just wake up not quite sure what happened. I woke up in the hospital. They asked me if I knew where I was and what happened to me I said I couldn't recall exactly what happened But I thought I had an idea. They said you tried to **** yourself again last night your roommate found you She called 911 said there was a lot of blood I guess I saw that coming. It felt sort of like a dream I told the therapist later that week... I felt like all the stress just vanished! I was finally at peace. He told me life was hard and it would only get harder and asked if I would do it again? I wasn't sure how to answer him Honestly, I probably would.

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Simplicity was never our strong suit... We fought all the time. It was always over the little things-- the wrong dish detergent, laundry, life? Couples fight, sure, and love was supposed to be able to heal that but what happens when love is not enough? What happens when your heart leans in one direction and his already flew off to the other side of the country? Timing was never our thing... We always fell in love at the wrong time... It was always a battle with you -- I didn't love you enough or you didn't love me and it was exhausting.. You were so exhausting. Because you had to have things perfect right? Like those fairytales... Except sweetie, you're not a prince and you've lost that charm. I'm also not a princess and I make mistakes... I make them regularly.. And so I asked you, what happens when love isn't enough to heal this heartbreak? You walked away.

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Nov 25, 2013

Nov 25, 2013 at 11:38 PM UTC

What happened?

Simplicity was never our strong suit... We fought all the time. It was always over the little things-- the wrong dish detergent, laundry, life? Couples fight, sure, and love was supposed to be able to heal that but what happens when love is not enough? What happens when your heart leans in one direction and his already flew off to the other side of the country? Timing was never our thing... We always fell in love at the wrong time... It was always a battle with you -- I didn't love you enough or you didn't love me and it was exhausting.. You were so exhausting. Because you had to have things perfect right? Like those fairytales... Except sweetie, you're not a prince and you've lost that charm. I'm also not a princess and I make mistakes... I make them regularly.. And so I asked you, what happens when love isn't enough to heal this heartbreak? You walked away.

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I'll meet you down by the water lets meet around two. I'll bring some old records and you just bring your dancing shoes. We can dress fancy and drink some old cheap wine. Talk about the better days when we were happy all the time. We can slow dance to old tunes laughing at words that aren't said anymore. Then we can go home to sleep and I'll watch you, like a creep, hoping you don't snore. In the morning I'll kiss you hoping you'll kiss me back... And you'll put your finger though my hair while you kiss me and we'll restart that record from our favorite track. The days will pass by just you and I. And you ask that question that makes every girl cry... And I'll meet you at the alter, wearing nothing but white... I'll say I do as you hold my hand so tight.

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Nov 23, 2013

Nov 23, 2013 at 10:46 PM UTC

Dancing Shoes

I'll meet you down by the water lets meet around two. I'll bring some old records and you just bring your dancing shoes. We can dress fancy and drink some old cheap wine. Talk about the better days when we were happy all the time. We can slow dance to old tunes laughing at words that aren't said anymore. Then we can go home to sleep and I'll watch you, like a creep, hoping you don't snore. In the morning I'll kiss you hoping you'll kiss me back... And you'll put your finger though my hair while you kiss me and we'll restart that record from our favorite track. The days will pass by just you and I. And you ask that question that makes every girl cry... And I'll meet you at the alter, wearing nothing but white... I'll say I do as you hold my hand so tight.

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The truth is... I simply want to kiss you as hard As passionate As obscene As I possibly can... Just to see if there is any.... Connection. The truth is.... I just want you to tell me That you want to feel the same Connection...

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Nov 21, 2013

Nov 21, 2013 at 12:43 AM UTC

Dear supervisor,

The truth is... I simply want to kiss you as hard As passionate As obscene As I possibly can... Just to see if there is any.... Connection. The truth is.... I just want you to tell me That you want to feel the same Connection...

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It could have been the cigarette hanging from your perfect lips that have me goosebumps or it could have been your jet black hair slicked back in a pompadour style only hipster kids have these days... Not sure really but it sent shivers down my body. You were the type of boy who liked to drink whiskey and had neck tattoos & I was the type of girl who was more awkward than a turtle. You had this mystery about you under those dark sunglasses and you were so tall & sleek in that red flannel and black jeans... You were so ... hot I had this problem where I would just stare until you looked over, which you did, and in turn I would look away blushing with shame. I took one glance back as I started to walk away and saw you grinning this huge grin with your pearly white teeth and septum ring touching your upper lip.. Pretty sure my heart melted. You were the guy I had dreamed about at night and I didn't even know your name of course. Who was I kidding? We would never see each other again.

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Nov 21, 2013

Nov 21, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC

Hipster Scumbag Awkward

It could have been the cigarette hanging from your perfect lips that have me goosebumps or it could have been your jet black hair slicked back in a pompadour style only hipster kids have these days... Not sure really but it sent shivers down my body. You were the type of boy who liked to drink whiskey and had neck tattoos & I was the type of girl who was more awkward than a turtle. You had this mystery about you under those dark sunglasses and you were so tall & sleek in that red flannel and black jeans... You were so ... hot I had this problem where I would just stare until you looked over, which you did, and in turn I would look away blushing with shame. I took one glance back as I started to walk away and saw you grinning this huge grin with your pearly white teeth and septum ring touching your upper lip.. Pretty sure my heart melted. You were the guy I had dreamed about at night and I didn't even know your name of course. Who was I kidding? We would never see each other again.

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I fell in love with the last drop of that bottle of wine you ... It was the nicest gift you ever gave me. I fell in love with the boy I used to date right after you stopped talking to me... Or so I told you.. Truth is I have loved him all along... You brought me down to my lowest point but now I'm bringing myself up alone. See he didn't love me as much as I loved him and I didn't love you like you thought I did. All those lies you told were just a great way to show me what an ******* I really am... Thanks for that! And it's okay now.. Because it been a year since you & I talked and it's been since July since he and I talked and I guess... I guess I was just dancing around the truth. You both were bad news... And I let my walls break with you guys... But now I'm getting them re built with more strength than before. I am worth more than some ****** *** and a kiss in the morning. I am worth more than false promises of marriage and happiness. I am worth more than my self doubt tells me I am. I guess I just want to say thanks to you both for showing me a few things I needed to know about my self.

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Nov 20, 2013

Nov 20, 2013 at 7:16 PM UTC

Dancing around the Truth

I fell in love with the last drop of that bottle of wine you ... It was the nicest gift you ever gave me. I fell in love with the boy I used to date right after you stopped talking to me... Or so I told you.. Truth is I have loved him all along... You brought me down to my lowest point but now I'm bringing myself up alone. See he didn't love me as much as I loved him and I didn't love you like you thought I did. All those lies you told were just a great way to show me what an ******* I really am... Thanks for that! And it's okay now.. Because it been a year since you & I talked and it's been since July since he and I talked and I guess... I guess I was just dancing around the truth. You both were bad news... And I let my walls break with you guys... But now I'm getting them re built with more strength than before. I am worth more than some ****** *** and a kiss in the morning. I am worth more than false promises of marriage and happiness. I am worth more than my self doubt tells me I am. I guess I just want to say thanks to you both for showing me a few things I needed to know about my self.

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There are bruises surrounding my the place my heart used to be and I'm blue in the face from holding my breath. We played hide and seek with our emotions till you caught be red handed on your bed waiting for you like I always do.... Just waiting... Counting backwards from ten I breathed in and breathed out just to hear you say nothing at all when you should have said more. You're leaving me and ignoring our problems like you always do and I ask why can't you just work things out like normal people do? We lost our minds and I'm scared this is the last time we will play this game and I just can't sleep anymore. You're hiding still from how you feel because emotions are a weakness to you but it takes more strength in a person to be honest to me... You held my heart hostage and cut out my heart just to hear me tell you I am yours and only yours... Then you let me go so easily... Leaving me with bruises where my heart used to be...

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Nov 18, 2013

Nov 18, 2013 at 12:48 AM UTC

Bruises where my heart used to be

There are bruises surrounding my the place my heart used to be and I'm blue in the face from holding my breath. We played hide and seek with our emotions till you caught be red handed on your bed waiting for you like I always do.... Just waiting... Counting backwards from ten I breathed in and breathed out just to hear you say nothing at all when you should have said more. You're leaving me and ignoring our problems like you always do and I ask why can't you just work things out like normal people do? We lost our minds and I'm scared this is the last time we will play this game and I just can't sleep anymore. You're hiding still from how you feel because emotions are a weakness to you but it takes more strength in a person to be honest to me... You held my heart hostage and cut out my heart just to hear me tell you I am yours and only yours... Then you let me go so easily... Leaving me with bruises where my heart used to be...

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I wanted to **** time with you until my head spun around and around with dizziness that you make me feel. But by the end of the night we sat awkward and drunk counting the minutes till sunrise when I could sober myself up to drive home... You said you no longer wanted to be alive. I told you you were just drunk and I loved you. You yelled at me from across the table asking so many questions I couldn't answer and I just cried. Because I loved you so much... And I wish I could give you a mirror to show you how I enamored every single piece of you. And I would write you letters every day telling you how amazing you are in every way. I would kiss you every hour, every second of the day if it would bring you out of this funk. Instead we sat at your dining room table staring at each other with sadness and fear... Drunk and reminiscing the better days... Eating Mac n cheese... I will love you till the day I die and beyond.. As pathetic as it may seem.

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Nov 17, 2013

Nov 17, 2013 at 10:17 PM UTC

Pathetically I'll always love you.

I wanted to **** time with you until my head spun around and around with dizziness that you make me feel. But by the end of the night we sat awkward and drunk counting the minutes till sunrise when I could sober myself up to drive home... You said you no longer wanted to be alive. I told you you were just drunk and I loved you. You yelled at me from across the table asking so many questions I couldn't answer and I just cried. Because I loved you so much... And I wish I could give you a mirror to show you how I enamored every single piece of you. And I would write you letters every day telling you how amazing you are in every way. I would kiss you every hour, every second of the day if it would bring you out of this funk. Instead we sat at your dining room table staring at each other with sadness and fear... Drunk and reminiscing the better days... Eating Mac n cheese... I will love you till the day I die and beyond.. As pathetic as it may seem.

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I just wanted to let you know.. That you're beautiful. And I know that's something boys say to girls but I never followed the rules before Why start now? I just wanted to let you know ... You make me smile. Like a little kid opening gifts on Christmas You make me giddy and silly. I just want you to know... They you broke my heart. An I'm not holding it against you anymore Because they said I shouldn't Hold a grudge. I just wanted you to know... I do still love you. But I hope you will find someone to make you As happy as you once Made me.

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Nov 17, 2013

Nov 17, 2013 at 2:24 PM UTC

Just so you know...

I just wanted to let you know.. That you're beautiful. And I know that's something boys say to girls but I never followed the rules before Why start now? I just wanted to let you know ... You make me smile. Like a little kid opening gifts on Christmas You make me giddy and silly. I just want you to know... They you broke my heart. An I'm not holding it against you anymore Because they said I shouldn't Hold a grudge. I just wanted you to know... I do still love you. But I hope you will find someone to make you As happy as you once Made me.

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