how can you wave your guns
my way and then
say your sorry and that
things will be ok
The buzzing of my phone
makes my heart jump
and knees weak
They call you the NPD
and I the codependent you seek
just one day, one hour or one minute
is too long
I crave and sacrifice my happiness
to hear you say you were wrong
Sorry is said conveniently
when I am asleep
and you need a number
from the phone I wiped clean
I swore I wouldn't fall
for those weightless words
then it would be round….
i lost count, it became absurd
my begging and pleading serves
to make you loathe me more
compulsively driving you away
and into the arms of a *****
Nobody sees you as a villain
Him? But he's just so loud
It gives me the shivers
evil emerges from that shroud.
For when the door is shut
your hands tighten around my neck
no one knows that broken finger
was an act of self defense
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 4:27 AM UTC
I've got something to say to you
you are most malevolent
wearing my boyfriend
like an accessory
I can't do anything
I can't do my hair right
Or share the limelight
Or fall asleep with my boy
If you don't wanna see
The worst in me
You've got two choices:
Cover your eyes
Both hands tight,
or just leave
I don't know what I think
I'm unsure that I could
Or couldn't care
less or more
About everyone
I do or don't know
If you don't wanna be
With a dead beat like me
I won't blame you
If you don't wanna see
The worst in me
You've got two choices:
Cover your eyes
Both hands tight,
or just leave
Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
I see you swim in the dark
Looking to have a good time
I want to rip out your heart
Because that's what you did to mine
So what if I hate you
And your plastic face
When we eat you
Your/'re rotting human waste
Pick me up
Pick me up
Pick me up and hold me
Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC