Sometimes I just want to lock the door
I want to fall to the floor
Shut my eyes
Where I see no light
Hidden in the darkness
I find myself
I need help
I am the one
To help myself
Escape my mind
Finally break inside
Let all things go
Escape the lies
Believe in myself
I’ll heal with time
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 3:56 PM UTC
Sometimes I close my eyes
Expecting to escape the darkness inside
Haunted by the melody
The silence of my heartbeat
Where has the light gone
Pain is so numb
No one knows
Always put on a show
Convince myself
I don’t need help
When I drown inside
Alone in my mind
Push all aside
Make it through the night
You’re not alone
But you got to make it known
Don’t run and hide
Let someone stand by your side
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 3:39 PM UTC
Things are confusing.
Life is confusing.
I have a long way to go.
I have a lot of work I need to do.
The question is, can I do it alone?
I’ts hard.
Asking for help.
Trusting.
Letting my guard down enough to admit
I’m not strong enough to handle it.
This.
Sometimes, it gets to be to much.
But im here.
That’s all that matters.
And I will keep fighting
Staying Strong.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 8:59 PM UTC
Am I really crazy?
I feel I am
So lost in my head
With issues
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
Run. Run. Run.
Don’t Look Back.
Don’t Think.
No Plan.
Just Run.
That’s how I remember it.
I love it. From that point on
It,
was
MY
life.
Then I thought
I paced
I turned back
To the hell I live
I like school
I don’t like home
I like mom
I don’t like home
Why?
You Don’t know
me
my life.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 8:46 PM UTC
Once upon a lovely night
There was a couple, high and bright
Kiss and love and hold her tight
Come on baby, tonight’s the night
Let’s turn off the light
I’ll hold you close
I wanna feel you
Go down low
Come on baby,
Take off your clothes
Tonight’s the night
To give it a go
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 8:58 PM UTC
I love you
I miss you
Oh god I want to kiss you
Please my darling baby
Won’t you come and stay with me
Let’s spend our life together
Even through stormy weather
As long as we’ve got each other
That’s all we need
We can live together
So happily
In love forever
An eternity
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 8:47 PM UTC
Remember that day
That my heart broke?
I asked about her, and you began to choke
You held me close, you kissed my cheek
You told me it was a big conspiracy
I believed you at first
Yes, I was blind
I didn’t want to believe
You had lied
When I found out the truth,
I wanted to slap you in the head
at that very moment
I wished I was dead
Maybe I am just not enough
but the truth is I did nothing wrong
I was the best I could be all along
if you want to cheat on someone,
then go ahead and see
you will end up alone
losing me
I deserve the best
she’ll break your heart
she’ll do to you
karma’s part
but let me ask
was she worth breaking my heart?
The pain and regret from the very start?
You told her you loved her
I thought you loved me?
One day I know
that you WILL see
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC
You said you loved me
Held me tight
You kissed my forehead
Kept me safe through the night
But you kissed her too
You held her tight
You loved her too
Now we’re in a fight
How can I ever trust you
You kissed other girls
How can I ever love you
You loved other girls
I'll never feel good enough
I'll never fully smile
I'll never be truly happy
I'll never forgive you liar!
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 10:23 AM UTC