My hair is turning gray.
yet still I have to say
I'll love you always.
All of the nights I've danced with you
in my eyes you'll see it's true.
You are everywhere
and even in my dreams I'll see you there.
We've never been seperated
because I would be devastated.
I promise you I will always stay.
Never will I keep you at bay.
You're my life for all of my days.
By Bonnie Gail Carter
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:24 AM UTC
I'm not lying.
When I'm dying
loving you will be
flashing through my mind.
All of our time together
will be of utmost importance ever.
All of my memories will spill over
like a flood gate.
Knowing what's at stake
I wouldn't change it.
Our love will be for all time.
Don't worry, it'll all be fine.
My heart I leave behind.
By Bonnie Gail Carter
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:23 AM UTC
Why am I lonely in a crowd?
The crowds are so loud.
When I speak
my knowledge they don't seek.
Am I not seen
in the crowds I've been?
I makes me feel depressed
to be so repressed.
Listen to me, I'm talking to you!
Where is reciprication from you?
Do my words just float in space?
Can't you keep up the pace?
Is arrogance your flaw?
Is that why you don't let me talk?
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:22 AM UTC
You betrayed my trust.
This much I must say
our relationship didn't turn out the way
I planned it to be.
Your lack of character shocked me.
It's my fault for falling for you
without my eyes wide open to the truth.
When I saw something that wasn't there
I should have went somewhere
far away from you.
Not only did you take my trust in you
but you left my innocence forever blue.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:22 AM UTC
They took me into a bar.
They started CPR.
They thought I was dead.
My heart started beating instead.
In the hospital, I awoke.
They said I had Heat Stroke.
Now I'm not afraid to die.
There I'll be looking down from the sky.
I'll be your silend angel guarding you from danger.
No, I won't be a stranger.
The wind will brush by and you'll feel me nearby.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:21 AM UTC
All of the times you drank whiskey and beer
I became a target as you grew angrier.
With each hour that passed
I knew what my fate would be at last.
You didn't allow me to wear make-up.
Perhaps you was afraid we would break up.
My clothing had to be loose-fitting
or you would take your knife and slit them.
You had to be in control of everything
or you would beat me like I wasn't worth anything.
It took all of my courage to runaway
but I'm free from fear today.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:21 AM UTC
I've cried a river.
It must reach far and wide
because I lost the one I loved.
The tears flow from my eyes
every time I think of you.
You took it the wrong way
when you saw me driving that day.
Just because he was in the car
it didn't mean that it went that far.
The two of you just pushed and shoved.
In the end nobody won.
I've cried a river.
It must reach far and wide
because I lost the one I loved.
The tears flow from my eyes
every time I think of you.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:20 AM UTC
So many unspoken words,
the silent moments together
are what I seem to remember.
The dark still of the night
makes me wish with all of my might
that you hadn't taken flight.
It was too late when you came back.
I had already grieved
as deeply as a broken heart could.
The memories then of us are seen
like flashes on a movie screen.
Am I destined to come unraveled
from this lonely road I've traveled?
By Bonnie Gail Carter
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:20 AM UTC
When I couldn't see beyond this world,
when I was falling down the black hole
I called out your name and you came.
You are greater than any black crater.
The depth of your love and grace fills my soul.
Your mercy abounds and your armor surrounds me.
My prayers are heard.
Thank God for the word.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:20 AM UTC
I know I can count on you tonight
even though we used to fight.
I look forward to our date night.
In memories I delight.
In this dark world you are my light.
I'd like to keep you in my sight.
In memories I delight.
I want to dance in the moonlight
and see the stars twinkling bright.
In memories I delight.
Come on and hold me tight.
We can dance to the song we both like.
In memories I delight.
You don't love me anymore
not since our divorce in '94.
In memories I delight.
For now we are two song birds
sitting in the same tree.
We both are free.
In memories I delight.
So see you on date night.
It makes us feel alright.
In memories I delight.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 9:19 AM UTC