i keep thinking...
if i could just get on a bus
any bus
the motion would fix me
but even the roads
look tired
of carrying people like me.
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 2:06 PM UTC
thin light slips in
touches the floor gently
like it knows i am fragile
like it believes i might stay.
Feb 16
Feb 16, 2026 at 9:15 AM UTC
city smoke curls in lungs.
i choke quietly,
air tastes like regret
like every wrong turn.
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 8:51 PM UTC
there’s a bar down the street
bleeding saxophone,
and i don’t go in.
i stand outside
and let the music
hurt for me.
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 1:22 PM UTC
i write instead of cut,
let the page
take the hit,
white paper
walking away
scarred
so i don’t have to.
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 1:24 PM UTC
i keep thinking
if i could just get on a bus
any bus
the motion would fix me
but even the roads
look tired
of carrying people like me.
Jan 21
Jan 21, 2026 at 12:09 PM UTC
i dream in limping colors
purple bruises,
yellow streetlights flickering out,
the sickly green of hospitals
where silence has a pulse.
every morning i wake
like a man dragged from the river
cold lungs,
shaking hands,
still clutching some dead thing
i can’t bring myself to let go of.
Dec 10, 2025
Dec 10, 2025 at 1:33 PM UTC
it’s midnight in laredo
and my shoes slap the sidewalk
like a dying heartbeat.
people pass by like ghosts
faces painted on smoke,
and i pause —
am i the only real one?
then loneliness crawls my back
like a wet coat i can’t shake off
and i keep walking.
Aug 17, 2025
Aug 17, 2025 at 12:37 PM UTC
i drove west
until gas ran out &
the sky turned orange like it knew something
i didn’t —
the desert coughed up
ghost motels,
and i slept
with the windows down
because loneliness was warmer than the air.
Jul 21, 2025
Jul 21, 2025 at 11:52 AM UTC
i left on a tuesday because mondays felt too cinematic.
threw a bag in the backseat —
socks, notebook, polaroid of no one
and drove until the road forgot how to spell my name.
some towns didn’t even have exits,
just rusted signs and dust thick enough to bury a prayer.
Jul 18, 2025
Jul 18, 2025 at 10:55 AM UTC
