In bed I tell myself,
That I am too far gone
There is no turning back
This is who I am,
What I have become.
And there you are lying,
Breathing the same air I breathe
As you sleep beside me.
Again I ask myself
Why? Why do you stay?
Why do you even persist?
Is it simply because of love?
Or is it something else entirely?
Then again, does it matter?
Of course it does, stupid ****
Everything has its reasons
I just don't know hers
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 3:44 PM UTC
Ever so pointlessly I cry,
As I tell myself another lie
About you, about me, about love
And all the other people around us
For they try so hard
just to see us fall apart.
And though I give my all to the fight
I couldn't shake the thought
out of my sight
As I start giving in to their tests
Forgive me my love,
I've come to realize that
They have succeeded and
We have grown apart
Though we sit side by side
in this lovely park.
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 2:54 PM UTC
So there I was, standing
In silence, waiting
Just waiting for something
A thought to cross
To take shape
In her ****** up mind
Making her realize
That the only thing I want
Is for her to look at me,
Look at me in the eye,
While she reassures me
That she, the girl I love
Also, unconditionally
Loves me back.
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 2:15 PM UTC
Goodbye,
she said to me.
Without explanations,
without any hesitations,
Goodbye
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
My love,
My dearest friend
In whom I take refuge
I give to you my preious heart,
Gladly.
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 3:43 PM UTC
The night was once his friend
for it brought him solitude,
peace and rest but now
it has betrayed him.
Now it brought him nothing
but unwelcome thoughts and memories.
Every night he would lie down
and feel nothing but the hollow space in his heart.
Trying his best to fall asleep but it was no use.
Every single night he would think about the what ifs
and the things he could’ve said or done,
just so he could imagine how beautiful and perfect his life could be.
Every night he would cry himself to sleep
for it was all he could do.
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 3:39 PM UTC
And when the midnight oil burns out
and the fire slowly dies,
the only thought left in my head is the thought of you.
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 3:34 PM UTC
He closed his eyes and wished,
wished that he had someone to confide in.
Someone to listen and understand,
for that was all he ever needed.
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 3:26 PM UTC
Together we fell
Into the darkest recesses
Of this thing called love
And all of a sudden
We came crashing down
All because of one thing
The cosmic joke called life
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 3:15 PM UTC
You are the light that keeps the darkness at bay.
The song that sings the loneliness away.
Though you are my sanity, I want you to leave.
For the lies I have said and the promises I didn’t keep.”
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 3:13 PM UTC