Hurt me,
Make me cry,
Scream in my face,
Make me wish i didnt know you,
Do all of the things that i think a relationship should be.
You don't do that though.
You love me,
Support me,
Cry with me when im sad,
You listen,
You take care of me,
You can hurt me. No matter how hard you try.
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 2:34 AM UTC
I thought everything had an outline,
Everyone had an outline,
Poetry even had an outline.
There are no rules here,
Wake up,
Step outside of the box,
Color outside of the lines,
Break the rules.
Nothing matters.
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 2:29 AM UTC
I had a plan that at age twenty five i would end it all.
I had a plan that at age 25 i would take my life.
I had a plan that one day i wouldn't be here anymore.
I had a plan that one day i wouldn't exist.
I have a plan to live my life out.
I have a plan to love.
I have a plan to care.
I have a plan to dream.
I have a plan to soar.
One day i'll reach the end,
Right now is not the time.
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 2:24 AM UTC
Vividly pale sunsets,
Houses lined up in a row,
The wind howls on the beach,
The pacific northwest,
My home,
The tide rising and lowering,
The smell of a campfire that once burned so bright,
Smoke still in the air,
Pastel sunrises that I'll never forget.
I miss this.
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 2:09 AM UTC
I fell,
I crashed,
I cried,
I laughed,
I broke out,
I watched my world crash,
I felt love,
I felt heartbreak,
I danced,
I screamed,
I made friends,
I lost friends,
I felt something.
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 8:13 PM UTC
I'll fly high,
I'll soar,
I'll feel it in my soul,
I'll love,
I'll dance,
I'll feel fingers trace my sun soaked skin,
I'll feel lips on mine,
I'll thrive in darkness,
I'll thrive under pastel lights,
I'll celebrate,
I'll live,
I'll finally find happiness in what I value the most.
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 8:10 PM UTC
When I'm up, I'm up.
I feel deeper,
I see brighter,
I hear things I've never heard before.
I smell things I've never smelled before.
I taste new things, new people.
When I'm up, I feel like I'm in a dark club under neon lights dancing my heart out to the best song I've never heard,
But
When I'm down, I'm really down.
The club is pitch black and there is a deep drone playing over the speakers. No one is laughing. No one is screaming. No one is singing.
Everyone is staring.
I see nothing.
I feel nothing.
I can't taste anymore.
I can't smell.
I especially can't hear what I've heard before.
I wait hours, days, months to watch those neon lights reflect off of glitter covered skin again,
But
It only lasts a moment.
Aug 3, 2019
Aug 3, 2019 at 8:54 PM UTC
He told me everything i ever wanted to hear
His words melted on my skin like hot wax
The flame still burning, but i didn't mind.
He disappeared this morning
The wax hardened
I tried to pull it off of my skin but it hurt too much to get rid of him
If he came back now,
The flame would start burning again.
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 8:26 PM UTC
Men will you tell you everything you need to hear
Men will kiss you, touch you, feel you
Men will make you feel emotions that you haven't felt before.
Men will do all of these thing except admit that they
Lie.
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 8:20 PM UTC
Like a violin,
You played me.
Like the wind,
You are quiet.
Like a knife,
You hurt me.
Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 8:42 PM UTC