I got lost in vulnerability.
I got lost in you
I got lost in us.
Good Bye, you made me vulnerable
Good Bye, you found me
Good Bye, you created us
I dont write this to make you sad
I don't know how else to say
"I dont want to live without you"
Good Bye, this is our love song, the silence
Good Bye, I cant love you quietly
Good Bye, my being burns for you
I understand that I am not for you
I understand that you are beyond me
I understand that you deserve more
Good Bye, this is the end
Good Bye, I wont love you; it isnt reciprocated
Good Bye, good bye
Feb 19, 2020
Feb 19, 2020 at 1:04 AM UTC
The late hours remind me of you
Of us
We spent too much time talking at these
Ridiculous hours
Somehow the memory holds me like I wish
You would
Sometimes things arent physical but you still
Feel them
I think that is you. Lost in longing for
Someone. Anyone.
But I dont want anyone, I want
You alone.
That could never happen because you dont
Want me
You love me, but as someone who
Needs you
Not a lover, just well loved
By you
Feb 19, 2020
Feb 19, 2020 at 12:54 AM UTC
I dont want to
Actively die.
But I don't want to
Passively live
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 8:26 PM UTC
Good morning darling.
Its 3 am but that doesn't matter.
You're sleeping so soundly
And look so peacefully in bliss.
I am so amazed that I am the one.
The one the gets to sleep here
The one that gets to kiss you
Thank you.
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 1:52 AM UTC
It's not fair
How everything can
Be taken away
At a moment's
Notice. But that,
That is why
You enjoy it.
Feb 2, 2020
Feb 2, 2020 at 2:07 AM UTC
We were in love
I thought we were
But suddenly "no"
Didn't mean anything
His hands were on me
He was in me
Too strong to stop.
Too ashamed, I stayed
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 4:14 PM UTC
I want to rip things apart
Tear pages from the spines of books
Unearth the white roots of plants
My urge to destroy is so deep
The only thing I destroy is me
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 4:11 PM UTC
My tummy hurts
I can't sleep
My head hurts
I can't let him go
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 4:08 PM UTC
Why am I waiting up?
He won't text.
He won't call.
He won't love me.
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 4:06 PM UTC
11:11
Strikes the clock,
I close my eyes tight and start.
This is the really hard wish.
The one that never will be.
But I still try every night at
11:11
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 4:03 PM UTC