You were sleeping, hugging yourself
It was cold
I walked away
I came back
You weren't cold anymore
You were sleeping, what a beautiful sight
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 12:30 AM UTC
Forgive Me
If I was too much
Forgive Me
If I was too weak
Forgive Me
If I cared
Forgive Me
If I was scared
Forgive Me
If I made a mistake
Forgive Me
If I wasn't enough
Forgive Me
If I wasn't her
Forgive Me
If I held on for too long
Forgive Me
If I loved you when you never loved me
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 9:31 AM UTC
There's nothing I can do to change your mind,
To make you stay
To make you believe in us
To make you forget the past
I can't do anything to make you love me
I can't do anything
I can't do
I can't...
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 12:32 AM UTC
*It dawned on me
That I'll be the girl from that chapter of your life you will tell
To someone you're going to find*
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 10:39 PM UTC
I'm scared to go to the places we went
Because then, I'd only be seeing us
But in reality, I'd see the signs that were originally there
I'm scared to get drunk
Because I might end up calling you
Only to find out that you changed your number
I'm scared to listen to songs
Not that I don't want to, I loved to
But we used to do that too
I'm scared to tell people I'm in pain
Because then, I'd revisit the wounds
Only to find out that nothing's changed--
I still feel the same
Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
I am slowly moving forward
I thought I'll be stuck here
I said I would stay here
At this point where I still hope
I still yearn for you,
I still wish you would come back
But you didn't
I guess it's time to wake up
From this crazy nightmare
I thought was a beautiful dream
You lied to me
And you will never be able to imagine
The pain I am going through
Dear someone, goodbye
Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 4:28 AM UTC
Para akong tanga na kumakapit sa natitirang "baka"
Para akong tanga na tumitingin sa nakaraan
Nagtataka, naghahanap ng sagot, ano nga ba ako sa 'yo?
Naniwala sa mga sinabi mo, ako si tanga
Sinabi ko na nga ba sa sarili ko noon
Silang mga minahal mo, pinapakita mo talaga sa iba
Noong ako na, bakit ganon?
Ni isang tweet, post, picture- wala
Binigay ko naman lahat
Buhat noong naging sigurado ako sa 'yo, sa atin
Ngunit nagkamali pala ako
Na naman, heto ako, sugatan
Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 5:09 AM UTC
*loudest cry for help
screamed for you to notice me
nothing, still in love*
Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 4:59 AM UTC
Nakakapagod pala talaga
Nakakapagod umasa sa wala,
Maghintay nang walang kasiguraduhan,
Masaktan nang paulit-ulit
At paulit-ulit rin naman siyang walang pakealam
Nakakapagod pala talagang
Balikan 'yung nakaraan,
'Yung masasayang sandali na hiniling **** wag na sanang matapos,
'Yung mga araw na siya 'yung kasama mo noong namomorblema ka,
Na kahit masakit at ayaw **** maalala, nandiyan pa rin
Nakakapagod pala talagang
Saktan ang sarili
Baka kasi kapag ginawa mo 'yun, makausad ka
Kahit konti, kahit sandali, kahit papaano,
Kahit imposible
Nakakapagod
Pagod na ako
Tama na
Sobra na
Awat na
Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 7:53 AM UTC
*It has come to a point where it is nothing
But a cycle*
Day 26
Smoke cigarettes
Try [so hard] not to feel a thing
Try not to dwell on those regrets
Try not to remember anything
Our inside jokes, even the green ones, and silly bets
I thought, maybe it meant something
But I guess this is as good as it gets
I ended up with nothing
Nothing but cigarettes
(repeat the next day and the day after that)
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 8:46 AM UTC