You remind me of sun kissed mandarins & moon rock;
A precious stone- you’re earthy though of a different nature
I carry this void full of sorrow
You replace it with ecstasy
I let these demons get the best of me,
I apologize
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 1:46 AM UTC
I keep secluded in voids
I don't belong in anyone's heart
My haphazardous thoughts consume me
I consume trouble
In the wind like game leafs in autumn
Worst case scenario there's no **** in my system
Washin' the dirt down with saliva
Always needing sativa
Always needing a woman but lust ain't helping me keep her
Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 1:55 AM UTC
Your lips transcend reality
A levitation of sorts
Our hearts beat faster
My tongue etches promises of forevers into your mouth
Your lungs; collapsed and wounded from empty promise after empty
Promises
Only exist as a crutch to walk the doubts in my mind away from my OCD
Hey, "R.I.P. to da CD can't eben play my hits"
I just remembered your angel-like voice singing that song
I don't keep in touch with my faith as much as I should
Now I'm just rambling
But you know I do this a lot
You know I'm scatterbrained
I'm certain now that you are my soulmate
I pull my lips away from yours
I pulled my lips away from yours
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 2:55 AM UTC
Your aura spills into my half empty soul
I'm pessimistic, I refuse to believe it's half full
You know when we hold hands for too long and our palms get clammy?
Well I don't mind, the sweat reminds me of the anxiety I had when I first met you
How you turned that anxiety into comfort
How that comfort completes me
It's not that my soul was broken
It just wasn't fully developed
I know you
Your voice plays a familiar song
Your smile tells a familiar story
I hadn't heard that story in a long time
But now I recite it every time you cross my mind
I smile
Your aura spilled into my half empty soul
No longer do I feel incomplete
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 12:01 AM UTC
Balance never restored gotta take the time to reach for
A goal but I'm steady taking detours
Depression at its finest couldn't be cured with no diamonds
Cause the void could never be filled
Still be poppin these pills
Every single day is just a cycle
Taking steps to not feel ******
Grasping tight onto a bible
Getting high for all those times low
Aint no place like home inside my mind tho
Theres no winning so this journey almost feel like Shiloh
So maybe I'll take life slow in hopes that I dont plateau
Always been an old soul so my skin I've outgrown
Always been a leader but nobody ever followed
Truth be told is all I want's a better day tomorrow
I've been living with this sorrow
But im glad I got the will to never feel like i have gotta grab the bottle
And im glad I got people I can trust on
Ain't stable by myself feel like I need someone to love on
Another part of me just wants somebody I can **** on
Another part of me feels like he wants to be alone
I've been indecisive for too long im on my toes
I been tryna avoid this feeling of paranoia
Dinner at mamas plate of rice seasoned with goya
This life is not a toy a little toddler destroys a
certain kind of psyche vision dies when he will grow a
Man is never happy hes just grown to be a lackey
A man is never free he slaves to money as a caddy
Lackin fundamentals to survive this hell on the earth
They **** you in your spirit way before you're in a hearse
Leave a mark
Aug 12, 2017
Aug 12, 2017 at 10:14 AM UTC
I break promises
So for your own sake do not
Put your trust in me
Jul 12, 2017
Jul 12, 2017 at 2:03 PM UTC
They say the grass grows
Greener on the other side
I say the grass grows
Apr 18, 2017
Apr 18, 2017 at 11:20 PM UTC
The light seeps through the curtains
As if they're hoping to be torn off of the blinds
As if they're hoping I focus on the cracks of light shining on my body
Rather than on the darkness that surrounds it instead
It is not I who decides my emancipation
The darkness is a demon that consumes me just when things seem to look up
I spend most of my days with my head dropped down
From the weak thread that once held it high
It doesn't matter how many times I try to fix the seams to look up
Maneuvering needles in a pitch black room is a sure way to bleed in the process
And I am not a fan of the color red-emption
Makes me squeamish
In a way I'm a *********
I like pain just enough to not mind my continual downfall
Now it's hard to see in complete darkness
So falling is the only thing I do well
And I learned at an early age that you don't fall and get back up
You get up just to fall back down
See you leave this earth the same way you came in
Fragile with the inability to stand on your own two feet
Fragile like you were crafted from the most delicate of fabrics
Fragile like the weakest soul in the room
Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 9:35 AM UTC
If Donald Trump get that president election
Middle finger in the air, show The White House some complexion
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 9:51 PM UTC
Mom you've cared since i was seeded
When I flourish you'll be treated
With love, respect, and all good things
Because to me you are a queen
When things get rough just know this much
One day you'll be royal flushed
May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC