i think i've had it
just out of view
Last night i
felt the madness
& last night
wished i could vanish
im so ashamed of being so weak
& im so afraid of what it could mean
when it ain't on me
and it ain't you
when we're just a dream
stars on the move
you say its deeper than that & i think its sweet
but i know them bridges they burn i've the seen the ash in them urns
i feel the distance it hurts
Oct 29, 2021
Oct 29, 2021 at 12:30 AM UTC
listen to me closely
I have a lot to say
please do not talk
for I am already so distraught
please give these words some thought
I think that you're crazy
you drive me insane
talking about how I leave you alone
to stand on your own
do you forget you were the one to leave
you text me at night
telling me you are not alright
do you forget that neither am I
you hang around the out crowd
but you still don't fit in
the life that you live in
does not pique my interest
I want to live optimistic
you think you can outlive the oblivion
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 10:37 AM UTC
I guess I just dislike my hair
I keep saying how much shorter I want it
Even though I love my locks
They stole my keys
Literally
A misunderstanding
Standing in the middle of my life
Locks on the house
Double down the doorway
Cut them all I say
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 10:59 AM UTC
have you ever been stuck
inside your own mind
it's as if you have locked eyes
with a different conscious in light
or darkness
I can't see
but I have vision
a question
where is silence
I have never wondered
but who
has anybody discovered
the quiet of no thought in mind
w or ds
scattered into l e t t e r s
make me believe
and sink into
a false phantasm
where things lose all meaning to me
I cannot explain this disorienting feeling
an experience left unexperienced everytime
chaos havocing my intellect
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 11:01 AM UTC
touching everything and nothing
all at the same time
simply just existing
but more importantly,
thriving with
HOW ARE WE KILLING THE OCEAN
A SOLID 95% OF THE WORLDS LIVING SPACE COMES FROM THE OCEAN
life of all kinds
being destroyed by mere human life
the world is not ours
HOW ARE WE KILLING THE OCEAN
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 9:58 AM UTC
smell of dust and days of
summer sweat
I mean tears of confusion
are you sure this feel the skin flex and move
feels right this time I don't around the
think I can handle feeling muscle
that close to heaven's gate again to close to the bone
yes it hurts to fall from heaven
especially when you feel as if you crawled all the way from hell
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 9:56 AM UTC
today I am going to sit down and write
this is a simple task for some
but for me and my chaotic mind
it is a fearsome brutal acceptance of my own
personal destruction
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 9:17 AM UTC
birds are made of trees
where do they hide from me
whispering wishes of insecurity
casting around like a clown
becoming somebody
holding
false dreams
no witness
I need jeans
that have some pockets
deep enough to stuff
my wallet
full of envy and greed
hundred dollars in the hole
knowledge from believing I can finally leave
sunkissed absence marking my feet
sore and tender
shoes of soul
legs shaking
arms quaking
mind racing
bruised breast
disguised wrists
deep from the core
sliced and discarded
nothing more
sore spine
open flesh
juicy and ripe
no milk in sight
feelings are lies
logic
bones
fingertips
telephone polls
and spiderwebs
splinters in my eyes
where is all of this going
who is it meant for
explore me
if you please
forced jaw
broke open
dry tongue
memories
do you miss me
Jun 5, 2019
Jun 5, 2019 at 3:32 PM UTC
let´s be honest
I have been trouble thinking straight
lately, I don´t have anything to say
I´m exhausted, overtired, sleep deprived
stuck in this careless empty abyss of no real thought
or process
But I´m stuck in this funk
now how should I tell you
I am still in love with you
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 10:16 AM UTC