And you guys need to stop naming your sons Matthew
Because I’m over here thinking it’s a sign
Since my favorite bible verse is Matthew 6:9
Probs the most important prayer known to mankind
Anyways, I think I’ll sit and watch the sky turn to grey from the day
I sit around and watch you play
On the guitar
You try to convince me that loves not too far
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 12:47 AM UTC
Had enough of this world, I am giving up
But I love waking up
Even if it is during the night
Where the moon shines so bright
The only thing I have left to remind me of you
Everyone says you have never been any good
Is any of it true?
Are you real?
Were you real?
Were we real?
How can you change in front of my face and never give me any space?
What did I do ?
How did we get here?
Mar 29, 2025
Mar 29, 2025 at 8:24 AM UTC
Would I want you here again
Or do I just love the memories of us
Will I learn to forgive
Or do I just love being stuck
Stuck on you
Stuck like glue
Or like a nike symbol on my new tennis shoes
Why did I stop wearing heels when I dated you?
Am I no longer me now?
Did I turn into you?
Is this why you left me?
I know it's tough to see your reflection
Mar 29, 2025
Mar 29, 2025 at 8:08 AM UTC
I met a woman who wiped my tears
Who listened to my traumas from the past years
She never judged, she stayed calm in my storms
So much so that it never dawned on me that she was worn
From all the hate I spilled making messes left and right
Burning bridges and reacting out of spite
She held on she was tough
But her future holds the light
Therefore she had to leave
She could not stay
I begged and begged and reminded her promise to be here when our hair turned grey
I have never known a love like hers
A woman who puts others before her
That's where I want to stay
That's where I'll spend my nights
I will have to change if I want a spot in her light
Mar 19, 2025
Mar 19, 2025 at 6:41 AM UTC
Sun is setting but this time of year it stays hot through the night
So skip your bed and come with me
Let's explore let's ignore responsibility
Whole worlds counting on us simultaneously not giving a ****
Sun is ******* coming up making us spend that buck
I can't tell you what the future holds but I know
We'll be solid floating through life as we know it
The chosen ones we can no longer ignore it
Mar 19, 2025
Mar 19, 2025 at 6:12 AM UTC
I got the blues
When you died
I held back tears
I remembered our years
Together
Never thought we'd be separate
Never thought we'd be separate
I held back rage
As I tried
To save you from flying
That night but I wasn't so strong
I wasn't so strong
I wasn't so strong
I felt your flame go out
I was silent for years
I felt ashamed
And I drowned
As I wiped my tears
Are you still here
Are you still here
What's in store for the next few years
What's in store for these next few years
Mar 19, 2025
Mar 19, 2025 at 6:07 AM UTC
I don't like how my face changes when I am in love
You would think that it would look as if it's full of stars
Filled with the shine of the moon
Filled with the summer breeze in June
Nothing will ever make me fully love you
How can I change so much
How can my body change so much so that I don't recognize me
Why would you ever lie and say that you ever wanted me
I feel like leaving but my heart says stay
I don't know where to go but I can't rely on you to pave the way
I can't even see myself when I look in the mirror
I can't even hear myself when you are near
I hope I get the chance to ask myself, "What was I doing here?"
Oct 15, 2024
Oct 15, 2024 at 10:39 PM UTC
I sadly found myself starting to doubt God again
And just as I said I had enough, His angels swarmed in
With the warmest hugs and the sweetest kisses
God showed me the light with song and dance
With long lost friends
How He shows up is never known until it's done
God is amazing and is asking you to HOLD on
Never lose sight or hope
He is with you and He needs you to know
All the trees and the birds have a reason
Yes they all change with the season
And so will you
So there is no need to be so blue
You are so precious because you were made in His sight
And you'll never come across someone He is not willing to fight for
He is our God, He is our saviour
Jul 31, 2024
Jul 31, 2024 at 2:49 AM UTC
I wrote of Italy as a little girl
I never knew it would take me here
With your brown curly hair that you hate but I adore
I want my children to have your every feature
I know you see me and I see you
You are so scared that I will abandon you
You are here to stay and I am loyal
There is no need to hide or fight anymore
When you come back to America
I hope to be the one you search for.
Jul 28, 2024
Jul 28, 2024 at 3:43 AM UTC
What my family doesn't know is that I love photography and videography
I'm a painter, a poet, and I love to dance
They are unaware of how well I can sing and how much I love making music
They sigh at my presence as if I'm the one who murdered someone
As if I am the one who walked out when times got hard
They look at me and think "how broken."
I just wish they could see the light on the other side
It's okay to just be and thrive
It's okay to live a free life
They will never understand what it's like to crave true freedom
I will never get these years back from trying to please them
I will have to move forward into the blue
Where the sun shines on the horizon and the mountains kiss the stars
Where the sand gets stuck in every crevice
Where my hair seems to wash itself
And the wind gives a natural blowout
What a blessing it is to be alive
To feel this good again before I die
My family will never know my secret
It's true freedom that keeps me breathing
Jun 28, 2024
Jun 28, 2024 at 2:42 AM UTC