I am not a poet
I don't carry a notepad in hand
Or drink coffee the whole night through
I cannot write of the wrongs life has given me
Or of that man who stole my heart and left me empty
I cannot write about missing you everyday
And I cannot write about hating every part of me
I am not a poet
I don't have stories like you do
I don't feel cold and hollow
I am not
A poet
Good luck
With life
With that man
With that friend
With yourself
I am not a poet
I am happy
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 10:37 PM UTC
Summer strips me bare of everything
Melts off that I had become
The cold wet weather formed my layers of rust
And now I am clean
But I am empty and bland
Bearing no function at all
I am told to start again
And build something solid
To last me more than a season
But my arms are too weak
And my vision is dotted
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 5:33 PM UTC
I remember last holiday
Your smile extended yards
And your laugh went on for miles
The gleam in your eyes never seemed to stop
But this year I see a change
Your laugh was empty and fake
And you were very sad by no mistake
Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 9:15 AM UTC
Everything you do
The devil is there
He spends his life lurking
In the most quiet parts of you
He's there in the words that roll off your tongue
As well as every blink
And every breath
That escapes your lung
Dec 9, 2013
Dec 9, 2013 at 5:52 PM UTC
I've never met someone
Who could really get
What my entire existence was about
And I can only hope
That I'll one day meet them
And they'll know
How long I'd waited
For a person like them
To come along
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 8:42 AM UTC
There's nothing left in you
For me to love
Not because
You're rotted
But because I've
Managed to love
Every part of you
From your split ends
To your hairy toes
Your scabby elbows
And scarred knees
From falling over and over
Your ice blue eyes
That have a talent of hiding all your lies
I even love the way
Your voice gets
When you shout
And you're angrier
Than I've ever seen
Because I've yet to find a part of you
That I do not love
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 5:15 PM UTC
Help a stranger
Carry a smile
Tell a joke
Sing a song
And then sing another
Tell your mom you've missed her like no other
Feed a stray
See a band
Climb a mountain
Grab some friends
And go on an adventure
That never ends
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 9:34 PM UTC
Hi
It's been a while since I've been alone this long
I wonder where she's gone to
And if she's ever coming back
I'd like to be a regular old ghost
But being normal is something I lack
Normal ghosts spend their time being
Upset, angry and alone
While I'm here
Alone still
But completely taken aback by some girl
A girl who is very much alive
While I am completely and nothing but dead
Just dead and alone
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 8:34 PM UTC
I want to go deep
Into the ocean and just
Lose myself in it
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 7:27 PM UTC
Hello
I'm not too good at writing
But I found this book in the basement
I'm sure she wouldn't mind
It'd been covered in dust and spider webs
But enough of that
I don't think diaries were made
For telling how they were found
Today was a good and bad day
I mostly roamed around the house (like usual)
I saw her (good day)
And she was crying (bad day)
I don't think living girls are into ghost boys
So I guess I should have stayed away in the first place
But I didn't like her being sad
I don't know if you're expecting me to say that I gave her a hug and dried her tears
Because I didn't
Ghosts aren't supposed to be friendly
I think that if she knew I stayed here
She'd leave the next day
I hope that won't happen
So I'll try my best to stay away
But as I was saying
I didn't get to make her smile
And even though I'm dead
I'm still painfully awkward and clumsy
And by painfully awkward and clumsy
I mean that I
An invisible ghost boy
Bumped into the coffee table
Spilling her drink
Knocking down her books
And scaring her terribly
Stupid
I'm so stupid
She left the house after that
I don't know where she went
And she probably isn't coming back
Because it's been a few hours
And the house is still empty
But I hope that she gives me another chance
And by me I mean this whole place
Because I'm not too bad of a guy
Really
Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 10:00 PM UTC