With my hair unleashed,
strands fall to meet the crevices
of a sweaty neck.
See the black dye mirrored,
hands stained with disdain -
she watches.
A rendez-vous so scented,
slick with gazes squandered
loose after I wandered.
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 1:28 PM UTC
I haven't been posting here for a while. It's been really long I understand but it's also been long since I last spoke to him and I don't intend to go back to investing my heart in him. Often we are completely engulfed in the moment and we overlook others' faults and convince ourselves that they are the right one for us. They might not be bad people, they might be amazing and perfect but if they are not perfect for you then it will never work out. It didn't work out between us and I don't think it will. I don't want it to. I've been speechless and unable to produce any form of proper writing due to stress from exams so I will try my best to write what I can. Anyway, pain and heartbreak are ingredients for art. As heartless as this may seem, it is a truth. I don't regret anything.
Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 7:14 PM UTC
it was a goodbye without words
but my heart is full
let me in again
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 9:57 PM UTC
no matter how high or thick the pillars are
they crack and break
the years will tire them
sometimes
even those who are always there for support
need all the help they can get
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 5:19 PM UTC
my eyes were never ready for a fleeting sunset
that shone into them with splendour and magic
then drifted away into a far horizon
leaving me with my sombre reflection
the water looked so dark, inky and bleak
and my hands after that were drenched in black ink
i had slammed the pen so hard on this cursed journal
i thought that maybe, everything in my head would collapse with it
you were pretty but it never stopped at that
my name may have tasted like honey but you got sick of it
you got sick of me
you had a way with words that left me weak
all the strength i had culminated through the years stood no chance
like porcelain with intricate designs, fragile, timeless
now who will accompany me in the night
to plant our memories in stars on the sky?
or did you find another one to remind you of the taste of honey
the taste of love
the taste of promise
leave me now with the reality of frowns and uncertainty
leave me with the dark inky waters of a night once spent accompanied
one day i will lay your indifference to rest
but for now
let me throw it out to the horizon, to the sky, to the earth
so it can swallow it to nothingness.
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 10:58 AM UTC
It had always been about you
my poems
my prose
my lips
and I should've known better.
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 10:49 AM UTC
I wish for others the best
in love and in life
but when I hope for them
I can't help but taste the bitterness
on my hypocritical tongue
because I would wish you the best
if only you were still here.
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 3:45 PM UTC
Your silence brought indifference
and after that, I was never the same.
I had plans and poems
that revolved around you
but I will not lie
you have scorched my skin beyond repair
I cannot even recognise who I was before
your heart and mine beat near each other.
Whether you leave forever
or come back to me
my soul will yearn for the one that made me feel like
the universe was in my hands and spinning at only our pace
me and you
your voice and the waves fighting in my ears
both forces of nature that keep me wondering.
I'll be here waiting
for a month, for a year, and for eternity.
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 11:25 AM UTC
I regret staining pretty words
with the idea of you.
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 11:06 AM UTC
I cannot wait for something that never intended to arrive.
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 9:24 PM UTC