
you keep your coat
on the hook by the door,
the one you swore you’d fix
when the screws loosened.
your shoes still lean into mine
like they remember
how we used to stand closer than this
you say you’re tired.
i tell you i know.
the words fall between us—
a pair of lights flickering
in an empty room.
the bed sinks only on your half
at dawn, warmth leaving
before the light arrives.
i trace the shape of where you slept,
studying a map of where
we used to meet in the middle.
the coffee *** clicks
but you don’t wait
for the first drip.
i drink mine slow,
listening for something
you forgot to take with you.
i fold your sweatshirt the way you like it,
just to remember how it felt to care
for something that still cared back.
maybe tomorrow you’ll stay long enough for the coffee to finish.
maybe tomorrow we’ll meet again in the middle.
Dec 10, 2025
Dec 10, 2025 at 1:12 PM UTC
I crease inwards like origami
inside this humid summer night
skin of sugar and sweat
feeling inevitable, waiting
I’m not ready to say goodbye
if only you could trace my smile
like an architect, uncover the splintered shape of the city we met in
entangled in my tendons and bones
I’d let you watch me destroy it all
I’d let you hold the end of me
as I hold the beginning
Aug 25, 2021
Aug 25, 2021 at 11:18 AM UTC
my bed sits, empty as my pocket
bearing nothing more than your old promises
collecting dust, waiting to be heard again
by someone willing to listen.
it breaks me down, every time
I feel you near me
haunting my empty bed
with your sharp teeth.
my body knows your words
can still cut me at my throat
so I wait
patiently, for your blade
to appear beside me
without your hand to hold it.
Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 2:49 PM UTC
your letters, written to coax an empty heart.
an illusion written with dying lead,
begging to fade away.
it is still beautiful, marching in formation
on the loose leaf paper towards the end.
your signature,
which stands to be the only thing left true.
I keep it,
a reminder how lies are beautiful
in your handwriting.
Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 6:34 PM UTC
you say, I am too much for you,
similar to never being enough.
I find myself staggered between
the tipping of the scale.
balance is the illusion that
gravity has created to pull you
closer to me.
why must I lose parts of myself
for you to finally see me?
Mar 10, 2020
Mar 10, 2020 at 3:33 PM UTC
the piano you played for me
their keys light like the sun
in your eyes gently playing me
a song we wrote between shared cups
of tea, picked flowers in the field
shoved into a pocket always big enough to fit
both of our hands.
Feb 27, 2020
Feb 27, 2020 at 11:47 AM UTC
my life line moves across
your chest
your love line inches towards
my lower back
reading your palms
under the thin covers
summer air blows into our hair
permeating the smell
of grass and warm flowers
we embrace
the unknowable future crushed
between our palms.
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 3:07 PM UTC