There will be one
Some, Many,
Who will choose to trample on yo pedals
Cling on yo essence and taint yo soul
Untether yo from yo own
Beware of those
The ones that glow like the embers but burns
Ones that take it upon themselves to silence yo song
When they come..
I hope yo welcome them with open arms
Show them that yo foundations could never be undone
Show them that beneath yo skin is a heart with a billion suns
Show them how strong yo have become.
Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 4:48 AM UTC
I read these words today
Like "when faced with overwhelming fear,
Human beings will do almost anything to survive,
**** lie, steal, pray... anything,
Whatever gives them hope that each breath they take won't be their last,
As long as hope remains,
the human will is stronger than steel..
It's when all hope is lost is lost,
That human behaviour reaches its basest form,
And actions that once seemed inconceivable to a rational person become real possibilities..
In desperate minds"
And it got me thinking like..
How many times have I had a one time chance,
To change everything,
To change me...
And all that clouded me was fear,
Fear of being misunderstood,
Seem an outcast, different and at times rude,
Fear that "oh I think he's loosing it" with a pinch of sympathy..
is all I'll get from the people around me
Every productive thought was choked by fear.
And I thought...
may be some dreams don't come true coz
I don't want em bad enough,
Bad enough to scare the hope that I'm moving,
While reality is nursing me
I'm ******* crawling..
I got me thinking,
May sometimes it's okay if people don't get it
Coz sometimes even I don't get them
The decisions they make seem far fetched
But then...
Then they make it
We all do,
in our own little words
Filled with true gaffes and laughs..
Maybe I can do it..
We all can..
We just
Need to want it
That ******* bad
Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 4:47 AM UTC
Darling
My prayers may sound like incoherent speech
Like a child trying to out grow his slow pace of development and form words through his immature teeth
And still...
I'd still pray for you,
'Coz God don't live inside the synagogues
Nor does he listen to each one of our native tongues
Just like how he walks out of there to excuse himself from the screams of the righteous ones
Long as I'm honest enough... He'll lend an ear til am done
I'd pray for you
Not for prosperity or peace
I wouldn't voice out complain against yo demons so they'd let you be
I wouldn't ask for angels to come down and help you on yo feet
It sounds crazy, ain't it
Darling
I'd pray you understand that difficult isn't something to fear love
And that the life of a Phoenix demands, it be engulfed in flames every once in a while
I'd pray that those angels should only hold yo hand, should they come
And that you understand that a peace of mind is already a piece in mind
And perhaps in time...
I'll learn how to do better
But for now
God'll have to listen to that!
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 9:33 AM UTC
Reality don't arrive..
It ain't your third cousin,
Seeking shelter during family gatherings,
It ain't a guest in your fav't TV show reruns,
So you cant expect to tell it to hit the road whenever you need a peace of mind
In fact it ain't a code written in a tech app,
That you can erase whenever you encounter a mishap,
It ain't like Whatsapp texts that you can simply delete,
Before the other party gets a glimpse,
Its a part of you that you can't forsake,
Like a deadly disease you can't afford to neglect,
Its that nagging sibling that's always on yo neck,
Digging deep in yo business then reminds you of your mistakes
From mistaken and unattended emotions
To the often "unfinished" business
Reality bites deep into your flesh to inflict that perfect torment,
That early morning text that you know you'll regret,
But I guess we all get lost in our sophisticated lives,
Forgetting that there are things we simply can't forget about
The little bonds that we choose not to cut off
And in return creates demons that we end up trying to escape from
She gets a kick of memories that barely exists
Choosing to sink deeper into her fantasies
Simultaneously aware of her impending doom
But she can't help herself from wanting to get back in his arms
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 9:31 AM UTC
Temporary lover
We lie naked in em sheets but..
Somehow we still manage to stay undercover
You say you love me
And I'm still hung up on the other
But still I'm all for ya'...
Temporary lover
Though we ******* don't mean that I trust ya'
Though we happy, I don't slave to find your "forever"
So don't bother...
Temporary lover
I do think of you in between puffs and sips of liquor
I feel sorry 'coz you feel safe in a broken shelter
And if you knew better, you'd do better
But you so hung up on wishing for a brighter future..
Yo like static on a TV
When the rainfall gets crazy..
and I get bored of waiting
But I know deep down you were always there when I had an off night
When I just had enough and need to turn off the lights
Temporary lover
I never thought of being next to as a partner
It was all just to fill the void we had inside us
I never thought of telling yo my fears
And I guess the problem really starts there...
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 9:29 AM UTC
It hits us when we are most unprepared,
No matter how good we handle a friend in need,
Or how much we stay close and care
I guess we don't anticipate it happen
Or may be we do but we are blinded
Blinded by the off chance and rare cases
Blinded by our inability to see the trend of thoughts and emotions
The unforgiving chain of reactions
That drives the mind into depression,
It ain't simply just about acceptance,
About bonding, love and affection,
It goes deeper than our daily interactions,
Worst of all is that, it hits in a personal level,
Head first with sharp edged bavel,
Most of us would just pitch in the positive notes, no?
Yeah, but that doesn't overcome the emptiness that's been there for years now,
We all take our safer approach on our life pages,
Trying to quickly out out a fire that's been burning for ages,
Because we want to get rid of a problem,
A problem that is now a part of this person,
Drastically cutting off what we deem unpleasant,
All those addictions and everything heathen,
And so, what then?
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 4:05 PM UTC
I have a young boy's heart
I love recklessly
I get too close, too fast
And end up falling blindly
I have a young boy's heart
I guess thats why I can heal
Completely re assemble my broken parts
Yet still take chances with human beings
I have a young boy's heartc
I trust too easily
And I never know when to stop
So please be gentlef with me
I have a young boy's heart
Can you learn to love it?
It can take us so far
If only you'd go with it
I have a young boy's heart
But be careful now
Depending on how you treat it
It can taste ripe or raw
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 5:28 AM UTC
I'm burning,
Yet i feel alive,
Consumed within,
These feelings that i have,
I'm drowning,
In the pool of your love,
Yet enjoying,
Every wave that comes,
I'm falling,
In this bottomless pit,
Yet I feel safe,
Because you are with me,
I'm burning,
And you are the flame in my mind,
To me its a blessing,
To even call you mine,
May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 10:14 PM UTC
Sometimes things fall in place,
May be divine intervention,
Or the universe giving us a hand shake,
Do you believe in miracles,
In prophets and voice of an Oracle,
Do you believe in the power of overall justice,
If not...
What do you think in times like this,
Time where human intelligence is exhausted,
When all the plans and schemes go down in ashes,
When you feel the walls and ceiling close in,
And all of the sudden a hand,
Pulls you despite your countless sins,
Giving you freedom,
A room to breathe,
Giving your mouth a song,
And joy for you to hold in,
Do you believe in God and his proclaimed saints,
What do you think of,
When you get that second chance,
May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 5:32 AM UTC
I could tell you about what came my way
But its more about listening,
See am a cab driver for a day,
And there's more to it than driving,
I get all sorts of customers,
Angry, kind and loners,
Some talk about life, troubles and ******
Others gossip about their loud neighbours,
So i get to listen to it all,
Share their lives and mysteries they bestow,
Share their feelings and emotions,
Til the moment they close my door,
I see their faces as they get in and out,
I smile away just to get my cut,
But every now and then,
Door opens for someone who listens,
An angel if you might,
And you my dear,
Is that person tonight,
Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 1:38 PM UTC