bella-1 - Hello Poetry

The pain is everlasting when stuck in a whirlpool of nothingness I'm screaming your name out in this deafening silence Push me shove me leave me I don't deserve your help Fading, falling, feeling smaller... Death is calling me

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Feb 26, 2013

Feb 26, 2013 at 10:37 PM UTC

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The pain is everlasting when stuck in a whirlpool of nothingness I'm screaming your name out in this deafening silence Push me shove me leave me I don't deserve your help Fading, falling, feeling smaller... Death is calling me

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I'm not me anymore The author's pen writes my destiny My hair is different, face is different My whole world has changed in an instant There is no time here As the pen dictates my actions follow I'm in a new place and even though I've never been here before everything is so familiar My true self lays at home in bed but the images of this new place is so vivid, the bed fades away each time I turn the page My heart crashes into my stomach I turn that last page and its over A hard bed and harsh sheets greet me as I come back to reality

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Feb 26, 2013

Feb 26, 2013 at 10:26 PM UTC

A Good Book

I'm not me anymore The author's pen writes my destiny My hair is different, face is different My whole world has changed in an instant There is no time here As the pen dictates my actions follow I'm in a new place and even though I've never been here before everything is so familiar My true self lays at home in bed but the images of this new place is so vivid, the bed fades away each time I turn the page My heart crashes into my stomach I turn that last page and its over A hard bed and harsh sheets greet me as I come back to reality

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There is alot of pain in my heart as I sit just sit here in the dark I try to pour my heart out but all I can think of is the need to cut, because if I cut I will bleed and the pain will be free It will flow out of me like a steady stream Even though self harm is frowned upon it helps more than any pill or bottle it's the ultimate cure but I'll sit here in this room, I won't move an inch Until the urge passes me I'll wait here, I won't even blink I'll close my eyes and slip into the shadows Listening to the time softly tic

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Feb 25, 2013

Feb 25, 2013 at 5:32 PM UTC

A stream of blood

There is alot of pain in my heart as I sit just sit here in the dark I try to pour my heart out but all I can think of is the need to cut, because if I cut I will bleed and the pain will be free It will flow out of me like a steady stream Even though self harm is frowned upon it helps more than any pill or bottle it's the ultimate cure but I'll sit here in this room, I won't move an inch Until the urge passes me I'll wait here, I won't even blink I'll close my eyes and slip into the shadows Listening to the time softly tic

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You follow me around as the sun seems to follow you here on earth You extend to me your warmth and light Casting shadows out of my life Even when things cloud you from me you lay in wait, for the chance to be free Everywhere I go your warm rays dance on me Eventually you'll disappear but I know in my heart You're still here

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Feb 16, 2013

Feb 16, 2013 at 6:10 PM UTC

Thoughts of You

You follow me around as the sun seems to follow you here on earth You extend to me your warmth and light Casting shadows out of my life Even when things cloud you from me you lay in wait, for the chance to be free Everywhere I go your warm rays dance on me Eventually you'll disappear but I know in my heart You're still here

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It's been a while since the sun has come out Surprised by how much it's helped No longer caged like a bird, I'm free but still something is nagging at me The thin string tying me to fear Won't break no matter how far out I veer but I don't doubt my remedy one day, I'll live freely for eternity.

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Feb 16, 2013

Feb 16, 2013 at 5:53 PM UTC

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It's been a while since the sun has come out Surprised by how much it's helped No longer caged like a bird, I'm free but still something is nagging at me The thin string tying me to fear Won't break no matter how far out I veer but I don't doubt my remedy one day, I'll live freely for eternity.

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