Tonight I watch the water hit my skin
No matter how hard I scrub
I just can't get this day to go down the drain
So I guess It stays
This depressed state
At this point it knows me better than my own shadow
At this point it knows me better than I know me
At this point
What's the point...
Jul 14, 2021
Jul 14, 2021 at 11:07 PM UTC
She undo me from the tight grasp of the world
The universe hasn't been to kind
Or maybe it's just following behind father time.
God has been stepping on my neck
She see me wheezing
So she give me her very last breath
She tell me breathe slow
Exhale past trauma
Inhale a unknown tomorrow
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 1:49 PM UTC
Be my Venus
Come with me to Mars
Cause this place reeks of pain
This place soaked in plantation vibes
And I've gone death listening to the plantation cries.
Some one help me I'm not alright
Depressed and upset all through the night
Some one send for me
The Martian man has been waiting
Baby our time here is fading
She told me her secret
I'm still not afraid
We are both opposites
And yin and yang
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 1:43 PM UTC
I want you in my arms
Close to the beat of my heart
I remember the first time you settled in my arms
You instantly familiarized yourself in my comfort
I can't help but to wonder if we're meant to be
If the length of my arms were made to be filled by you
If the assuring beat in my chest was made to calm you
If the all the pain my life brought only readied me for you
Sometimes I wonder if I were made to be yours
Sometimes I wonder if you were made to be mine.
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 12:56 AM UTC
Passion
Between us
In the shape of a kiss
In my eyes as I watch your hips
And on my tongue when I lick my lips.
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 12:39 AM UTC
Baby I think we need to breathe
So much love lost
I'm smiling cause it's impossible to grieve
It's impossible to leave
I'm addicted to you darling
But your too blinded to see
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 6:47 PM UTC
This **** hurts
I can't feel a thing from my chest down
Please don't send for help
Please don't object
Just let me fall
Let the dark side of the night latch onto my body
Give it room to cover me give it space to surround
For I will either grow accustomed to these
dark currents
Or as the pressure increases in my lungs
I promise I will remember all the nice things for me you have done
All the laughter we shared when we were Young
And how I couldn't tell the difference between your love and the sun
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 4:26 PM UTC
What about me
I've memorised your melodies
I held back emotions
Studied your condition
But what about me
I'm drowning
And your watching
Maybe I was wrong to invest in you
Our love is crashing
This **** is depressing
I'd ask for your love
But what about me.
Jul 30, 2019
Jul 30, 2019 at 8:04 PM UTC
As I sit here on the bitter edge of seventeen
I daydream about the time the grass were green
I hate the way your love makes me act like a fein
Do you even think of me.
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 8:58 PM UTC
Loving you was like driving with a blindfold on.
I was reckless.
I wanted you to be my lighthouse
But little did I know your lights were out
They have been for some time now,
Maybe if I try hard enough she'll shine that neon light that first caught my sight
Maybe if I put her demons over mine maybe then she will shine.
Maybe then she'd be mine.
But over time you
You drained my energy
And stole my shine.
You had me looking at my reflection wandering if it were mine.
Jun 24, 2019
Jun 24, 2019 at 12:05 PM UTC