Dear Alok
God didnt create us
we created him
how would your message be delivered
when god is just an imaginative character ?
but you are real
i am real
she is real
he is real
shall I call you "she"
shall I call you "he"
lets figure out
who you are
you have *****
I have ******
you put dark lipstick
I put light colored
you put heavy make-ups
I keep it as simple as it is
you wear bra without anything to hold inside
and you keep it all open
I wish not to make people know i wear bra
I try to keep it as secret as it can be
though you say
you neither want to be called a woman
nor a man
why not men's wear then?
why women's wear you chose?
first decide who you are
what's the difference?
is it the gender or is it something else ?
your vulgarity was tolerated
coz it was you
if it was me
i would have named a ****
by the same crowd
who found you inspirational
in this case I am ditched
not you
coz you still are a man inside women's dress
you are man
your ***** makes you one
gender is not a problem
problem is your sexuality
not only your sexuality
but mine
his
everyone's
what matters here is commitment
love matters very little
*** is a taboo
sexuality is a taboo
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 7:00 AM UTC
Do you remember
those early days
when we started knowing each other?
the thrill of exploring each other
those were the days we were attracted to each other
but neither of us expressed
when we finally did
our meetings became frequent
we started sharing our weaknesses
we shared about our family
about everything around
not leaving anything more to explore
we touched
we loved
we quarreled
your existence felt like vanishing
then I finally approached break up
but then you realized you can't leave me
how could I stay?
when I already started knowing another stranger
exploring another stranger
I already started the same story again in different plot
Aug 28, 2016
Aug 28, 2016 at 1:23 PM UTC
Just because I am not that kind of woman
In past,
At present
Or may be never in future
It doesn’t mean I am not real
Although I don’t need to prove myself to anyone
Who I am is who I am
Neither can I change
Nor anyone else
Sometimes on days like this
When I am misunderstood
I feel like taking my heart out
Taking my brain out
And declare loud “see this is what I am”
Don’t give me your limited knowledge
Of how should a woman be
Of what am I suppose to be
What you think of me
Just don’t give me that
Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 10:16 PM UTC
hence I live in present
what matters to me is the smile I have today
not the tears I may cry tomorrow
Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 1:05 AM UTC
Though it seems you dislike me
Somewhere in my heart I still feel that it’s not true
Those kind words of yours I still remember
That moment we spend together, I still remember
Makes me feel you miss me too
You left me coz being together was never meant for us
You shouted at me coz you were angry for that
You didn’t explain coz that might have made me love you more
You hurt me coz you wanted that love to end there
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 10:19 AM UTC
Just because I am not that kind of woman
In past,
At present
Or may be never in future
It doesn’t mean I am not real
Although I don’t need to prove myself to anyone
Who I am is who I am
Neither can I change
Nor anyone else
Sometimes on days like this
When I am misunderstood
I feel like taking my heart out
Taking my brain out
And declare loud “see this is what I am”
Don’t give me your limited knowledge
Of how should a woman be
Of what is I suppose to be
What you think of me
Just don’t give me that
Jul 9, 2016
Jul 9, 2016 at 3:50 AM UTC
You still tolerating me?
Tolerating these *********
If yes,
Tell me,
Are you a fake-ist?
A **** ist?
Or
A Feminist?
Jun 26, 2016
Jun 26, 2016 at 4:24 AM UTC
I don't want you to fall in love with me
for love will **** attraction
I don't want you to come closer
for I would have a desire to touch you
I don't want to touch you
for I would want you to kiss me
I don't want you to kiss me
for I would want you to make love to me
I don't want you to make love to me
for I would want to make you mine forever
I don't want to make you mine forever
for I would be less interested in you
I don't want me get less interested in you
for I will search some one new
Therefore, I prefer to keep myself away from you
that way you will desire me and I would desire you
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 6:56 AM UTC
That yellow miniskirt
On
My
Cylindrical
Slim body,
Makes you uncontrolled,
I feel your fingers over me
That touch,
Your lips
And that fire you lighted on me
Gives you pleasure
The more you inhale me inside
The more you feel high
But suddenly
You leave me unsatisfied
Then,
I hear your voice
“Bro, can I have another cigarette?
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 9:25 AM UTC
If you are always gloomy when everything looks normal
If you are in dilemma what is right and what is wrong
If you are not able to decide which way to go
If you have been thinking of that freedom you want,
Then remember it’s not always poor to be unhappy
Many enlightened masters have felt this usually
Thus they chose their own path to find out the reason
And finally they were there with their principles, when they finished their path
Their path towards enlightenment,
Don’t be upset when you see others happy and you couldn’t make
Remember that they are following those principles provided
And you have rather chose your own path
Your own path towards your enlightenment
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 10:42 PM UTC