All I meet are snakes trying to climb the ladder.
Mar 19, 2023
Mar 19, 2023 at 7:20 AM UTC
Burning softly
Trying to hold on.
You always said I was the one.
Yet 9 years in and everything we built has come undone.
Just takes a slip and text knock it off the wall.
Burning softly
Trying not to fall
Someday it’s too much for my chest
And I just want to let go of it all.
One day I might take what’s on my back, my pocket and grab your tiny little hands.
Escape the impending gloom.
But maybe we are not meant to be doomed?
I’d like to see how the plot thickens
Maybe there’s a happy ending I can’t help but wonder?
So I hold myself back, climb onto the bed and
Spend another night with you.
See how it all plays out with you.
Mar 9, 2023
Mar 9, 2023 at 6:47 PM UTC
They confuse me.
Why bother putting up false pretences?
Making me think you care when you actually don’t?
You can leave me alone, thank you very much.
I rather live by myself than live in your lies.
The fox that wears a veil.
I must say you did have me fooled.
Oct 17, 2021
Oct 17, 2021 at 5:43 AM UTC
It’s funny how I’m flying high
Until your words bring me down.
The truth that you speak?
They cut deep.
I wish I was bliss in ignorance instead.
Can we go back to the days?
When I was still a mystery that you
were so eager to unravel.
When I invoked a sense of awe within you.
When you cherished every fibre of my being.
When your eyes sparkled as they found me.
When your fingers relished as they touched my bare skin.
Now we are just hallow.
And your fire has dimmed.
Was it me that took it out?
Yet even after all we been through.
I still long for you.
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 8:51 AM UTC
It’s never enough
The nectar that is you
And like a moth to a flame I flutter to you.
Oh, you sweet thing
How I adore you.
No matter how many sips
I still long for you.
It’s never enough
Even when I have made you mine
You need to show me how much you love me each and every time.
Hold me at night.
Hold me tight.
Will it be the oceans that washes us apart?
Oh shall you always carry my heart?
Apr 13, 2020
Apr 13, 2020 at 3:06 PM UTC
I want to touch you.
I want to be under your skin.
I want you to love me.
I want you to wrap yourself around me.
Cover me with your warmth.
Until the coldness in my heart is gone.
Until I no longer feel lonely.
Because it is a sad thing to be Alone.
And Your flesh gives me strength.
Reinforces the belief that it is real,
Your love for me that is.
Apr 13, 2020
Apr 13, 2020 at 2:57 PM UTC
I have swam, sunk and risen afloat
In the ocean of life, where the days are dark
And the storm is sudden.
Easy does it, pour the water out the boat.
And harden your heart.
Because,
They can cut your wings.
But, you shall still fly.
Jan 22, 2020
Jan 22, 2020 at 10:56 PM UTC
Lilly,
my boy you hurt me.
but it must be
because I watered you with poison.
Dec 27, 2019
Dec 27, 2019 at 6:46 AM UTC
Through the hells, I burn.
But, through ashes I rise.
& through the flames I spread up
towards the skies.
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 9:45 AM UTC
And l want to drink all that his eyes has to offer,
a passage into his inner soul,
which is equally as beautiful.
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 9:41 AM UTC