looking out my window doesn’t scare me anymore
it’s just people
it’s just the earth
i’m already one with whatever lingers in that darkness
Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 10:32 PM UTC
she is wrapped in the most beautiful linen
white silks
moonlit satin
a soft figure enveloped by their beauty
delicate hands
groomed fingernails
dark eyes
wet hearts
her power takes my breath away
i look up and
she is no longer a pseudonym
she is only the moon
i finally let you go
Jul 4, 2020
Jul 4, 2020 at 1:45 PM UTC
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your petals of light touch my wings
your warm seas embrace me
i am home
Dec 29, 2019
Dec 29, 2019 at 6:20 PM UTC
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i want to start believing that i am mine
i want to own every bit of myself
all of the parts i deemed ugly,
ungraceful,
meant to please others,
i want to wrap them all
in the softest cotton
and give them a new home,
one i can live in too
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 1:33 AM UTC
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i just wish i could know the me that everyone else sees.
i wanna see the me that people see as a safe space,
the me that people look up to,
the me that people fall in love with.
i want to see someone i wouldn’t hate every time i go to wash my face and see myself in the mirror.
the one who doesn’t cry every night.
the one who sleeps.
i wanna see the beautiful person i hear so much about.
Jul 16, 2019
Jul 16, 2019 at 12:56 PM UTC
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You have always been the one for me
since the day we met i’ve always thought that we would end up together
i thought that in some crazy coincidence You would look at me one day and see the world
that maybe You would make an exception just for me
that maybe best friends isn’t all we’ll be
but now it’s been 4 years
3 boyfriends
and 0 confessions
now, i know You could never love me
but
in the back of my head
i cant help but imagine a universe where we could’ve fallen as two
instead of one
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 1:06 PM UTC
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i hear it all
i hear Your breaths
i hear Your hands
i hear how close we are
i hear Your eyes meeting mine
we are fireworks of sound
but You hear nothing
Mar 17, 2019
Mar 17, 2019 at 6:34 PM UTC
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i cut my hair instead of myself
i refuse to go back to that
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 2:29 PM UTC
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flowers bloom in our heart
i bloom eternal tulips
but in You, only periwinkles can grow
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 10:07 PM UTC
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i am not Yours
You are not mine
we can never be together, enveloped in the soft warmth of each other.
You will never hear the music that sings me to sleep in place of You.
the serene morning lights will never shine on us as we slowly shift awake, still intertwined
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 11:11 PM UTC