b-nicole - Hello Poetry

*I wasn't looking for him He found me vulnerable Vulnerability became courtship Courtship became lust Lust is now love Can it happen so easily Now I have to leave behind The sweetest love that I've found Unanswered thoughts Leaves strong minds limp Meshed together mistakenly Torn away violently Eyes can no longer bare The water that flows warm Should I act on impulse Thoughts telling me so Nonchalantly disobeying All pleasures but my own A minute without Compares nothing to A lifetime with Taking in poisonous air Nicotine he is Addicted I am Giving hearts Receiving minds Massaging words Passes slow times Running to choosey arms Coming back for A nu we*

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Feb 16, 2011

Feb 16, 2011 at 6:57 PM UTC

A NU WE

*I wasn't looking for him He found me vulnerable Vulnerability became courtship Courtship became lust Lust is now love Can it happen so easily Now I have to leave behind The sweetest love that I've found Unanswered thoughts Leaves strong minds limp Meshed together mistakenly Torn away violently Eyes can no longer bare The water that flows warm Should I act on impulse Thoughts telling me so Nonchalantly disobeying All pleasures but my own A minute without Compares nothing to A lifetime with Taking in poisonous air Nicotine he is Addicted I am Giving hearts Receiving minds Massaging words Passes slow times Running to choosey arms Coming back for A nu we*

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You've been Questioning Is it corruption or a blessing These trying times shall cease I truly believe I was meant for thee You gave me the greatest gift you see No hesitation on dedication Mistakes can be made in many ways Unbreakable promises and truthful pleas I PRAY Obstacles are in every race Fall once but twice you loose your place Coach me so I am able to win Heartache comes before happiness the line so thin So many emotions we share Believe me My words are all I have See them No other soul will be suffice Either way it goes just roll the dice Teach me how to please thee Dreams of you in my past times The future is tomorrow and will you forever be mine KNOW BELIEVE SEE FEEL that I love you For you there is so much I shall do Blowing your mind you driving me wild too Poison or the Antidote Which are you

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Sep 1, 2010

Sep 1, 2010 at 2:10 PM UTC

Poison or the Antidote

You've been Questioning Is it corruption or a blessing These trying times shall cease I truly believe I was meant for thee You gave me the greatest gift you see No hesitation on dedication Mistakes can be made in many ways Unbreakable promises and truthful pleas I PRAY Obstacles are in every race Fall once but twice you loose your place Coach me so I am able to win Heartache comes before happiness the line so thin So many emotions we share Believe me My words are all I have See them No other soul will be suffice Either way it goes just roll the dice Teach me how to please thee Dreams of you in my past times The future is tomorrow and will you forever be mine KNOW BELIEVE SEE FEEL that I love you For you there is so much I shall do Blowing your mind you driving me wild too Poison or the Antidote Which are you

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The sensation of warm moist lips Lay softly on my neck as he begins to nibble on my ear I loose a single tear Full of heartache and happiness I am beautiful in your eyes Therefore I am the prize QUEENISM The state of being more More for you more for me Gazing in my eyes that is what you see I am strong powerful better yet gentle caring I turn compassion into a fashion Fall in so you can do my dance For he knows who he is who gave me this chance QUEENISM Embrace me for I am yours Leave I will never choosing me was most clever You and I as one as we embark on our endeavors I am here to help build our kingdom Streets of gold and garments of GUCCI Eyes of envy and tongues of jealously Become one with me as I bow down and king thee I am your Queen and this is the state of QUEENISM

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Sep 1, 2010

Sep 1, 2010 at 1:54 PM UTC

Queenism

The sensation of warm moist lips Lay softly on my neck as he begins to nibble on my ear I loose a single tear Full of heartache and happiness I am beautiful in your eyes Therefore I am the prize QUEENISM The state of being more More for you more for me Gazing in my eyes that is what you see I am strong powerful better yet gentle caring I turn compassion into a fashion Fall in so you can do my dance For he knows who he is who gave me this chance QUEENISM Embrace me for I am yours Leave I will never choosing me was most clever You and I as one as we embark on our endeavors I am here to help build our kingdom Streets of gold and garments of GUCCI Eyes of envy and tongues of jealously Become one with me as I bow down and king thee I am your Queen and this is the state of QUEENISM

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Has it really come to this? His love making I will truly miss. The way he held me in his arms all the way to early dawn. He rubs my body I begin to tremble now I know it's on. Now it's lonely nights and the tears begin to roll. I guess all the fighting has finally taken it's toll. I'm missing the way he holds me talking about the ways he held me. A dream and a prayer is what I need to make you see. The feelings that take over me are more than good. The ability to turn back time, I wish I could. Tears often escape from my eyes, this would never be happening to me. I have discovered true love therefore it will forever be mine. You and I, this was supposed to be to the end of time. I understand I really hurt the trust, but living with out you will never be a must. You were my partner instead I treated you as a kid. Withholding information and keeping secrets of the things I did. I have no reason to ever doubt that the love you have is true. The need is underestimated, my destiny awaits you. Feel the beat of my heart because I am here. Here or there my heart will always be near. Even though at this time and place words don't mean much. A chance at tomorrow is what I need, have you heard of such?

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Jul 10, 2010

Jul 10, 2010 at 11:53 PM UTC

A Chance at Tomorrow

Has it really come to this? His love making I will truly miss. The way he held me in his arms all the way to early dawn. He rubs my body I begin to tremble now I know it's on. Now it's lonely nights and the tears begin to roll. I guess all the fighting has finally taken it's toll. I'm missing the way he holds me talking about the ways he held me. A dream and a prayer is what I need to make you see. The feelings that take over me are more than good. The ability to turn back time, I wish I could. Tears often escape from my eyes, this would never be happening to me. I have discovered true love therefore it will forever be mine. You and I, this was supposed to be to the end of time. I understand I really hurt the trust, but living with out you will never be a must. You were my partner instead I treated you as a kid. Withholding information and keeping secrets of the things I did. I have no reason to ever doubt that the love you have is true. The need is underestimated, my destiny awaits you. Feel the beat of my heart because I am here. Here or there my heart will always be near. Even though at this time and place words don't mean much. A chance at tomorrow is what I need, have you heard of such?

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You can’t always help who you love, only the love you showed gave me no choice. Now another year has come that I have been blessed with your grace. Amazing you are wonderful it is, to know each day that the love we share will be better than before. It only makes me wanna love you even more. On this day that our anniversary is, I give the greatest joy and the most love that you can bear to stand. Mind blowing is how it feels never would I have imagined falling in love every single day. I dreamed of you before I met you, I fell in love with the thought of you. This is the day of dedication, where i dedicate my heart to you. The light in your eyes and the way you smile, I just knew that you were heaven sent. Seems like yesterday when I first laid eyes on you, nervous and quiet no more. You are now and will forever be the first thing I see in the morning and the last when I close my eyes. A smile and a kiss is all I need. You have given the world to me, for now I know dreams really do come true. That is why from the bottom of my heart I thank you for my Anniversary dream.

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Jul 8, 2010

Jul 8, 2010 at 11:30 PM UTC

Anniversary Dream

You can’t always help who you love, only the love you showed gave me no choice. Now another year has come that I have been blessed with your grace. Amazing you are wonderful it is, to know each day that the love we share will be better than before. It only makes me wanna love you even more. On this day that our anniversary is, I give the greatest joy and the most love that you can bear to stand. Mind blowing is how it feels never would I have imagined falling in love every single day. I dreamed of you before I met you, I fell in love with the thought of you. This is the day of dedication, where i dedicate my heart to you. The light in your eyes and the way you smile, I just knew that you were heaven sent. Seems like yesterday when I first laid eyes on you, nervous and quiet no more. You are now and will forever be the first thing I see in the morning and the last when I close my eyes. A smile and a kiss is all I need. You have given the world to me, for now I know dreams really do come true. That is why from the bottom of my heart I thank you for my Anniversary dream.

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Taste the sweetness of the skin I am in Overly intimidating to all That sees me The nappiest hair that I am oh so proud to wear The softest lips that the average man can bear Piercing eyes with a deathly stare Love me for who I am Instead of the skin that I am currently in The heart is the home yes it’s that No matter what is said the truth is where it’s at Soak me so I am tender Lioness of this land Untamed I am Undress me with your eyes Dress me with your words The state of being is much more than a verb I’ve seen many things and I’ve walked many miles The place that I am at only makes me smile Age I am a baby but I’ve lived so long I’ve seen it all mind so strong To love is to fall in love with yourself Love it, Learn it, Embrace it You’ll soon find out it’s much more valuable than wealth

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Jul 8, 2010

Jul 8, 2010 at 11:25 PM UTC

skin2SKIN

Taste the sweetness of the skin I am in Overly intimidating to all That sees me The nappiest hair that I am oh so proud to wear The softest lips that the average man can bear Piercing eyes with a deathly stare Love me for who I am Instead of the skin that I am currently in The heart is the home yes it’s that No matter what is said the truth is where it’s at Soak me so I am tender Lioness of this land Untamed I am Undress me with your eyes Dress me with your words The state of being is much more than a verb I’ve seen many things and I’ve walked many miles The place that I am at only makes me smile Age I am a baby but I’ve lived so long I’ve seen it all mind so strong To love is to fall in love with yourself Love it, Learn it, Embrace it You’ll soon find out it’s much more valuable than wealth

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Tarnished past how long will it last? Born in exile what am I to do? So afraid of the Future, Oh yes how bout you? Destroy me? You have. Brought me down til I was nothing. All because you knew I would be something. A lot of motivation will get you a long way. But it takes non stop dedication at the end of the day. Smile in my face don’t disrespect my back. Don’t even want to see your face as a matter of fact. Your tarnishing ways gave me eternal pain. What can you possibly say that there was to gain? Tears I couldn’t cry because I never knew they existed. Tarnished memories leaves my mind twisted. Trust is a Fear Factor will you loose the game? But shall I thank you for things will never be the same? Belittling me, at the same time you grew my mind. Peace and Joy I have received, I truly hope you find. Look me in my eyes that’s if you could do. Pathetic and ashamed I would be too. The feeling is great when I arise from a slumber. Your tarnishing ways gave you tarnishing days you can’t cumber.

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Jul 8, 2010

Jul 8, 2010 at 11:15 PM UTC

Tarnishing Tales

Tarnished past how long will it last? Born in exile what am I to do? So afraid of the Future, Oh yes how bout you? Destroy me? You have. Brought me down til I was nothing. All because you knew I would be something. A lot of motivation will get you a long way. But it takes non stop dedication at the end of the day. Smile in my face don’t disrespect my back. Don’t even want to see your face as a matter of fact. Your tarnishing ways gave me eternal pain. What can you possibly say that there was to gain? Tears I couldn’t cry because I never knew they existed. Tarnished memories leaves my mind twisted. Trust is a Fear Factor will you loose the game? But shall I thank you for things will never be the same? Belittling me, at the same time you grew my mind. Peace and Joy I have received, I truly hope you find. Look me in my eyes that’s if you could do. Pathetic and ashamed I would be too. The feeling is great when I arise from a slumber. Your tarnishing ways gave you tarnishing days you can’t cumber.

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