I wonder, I ponder, both
Made me want to turn the hands of time
Is it just me feeling
Sorry for everything, hoping for me to
See things again
Before I walk forward, little by little, longing for an
Ending, a new chapter, a new beginning.
It will never be easy
Not that I am lone for thou art
Gone like the leaves in Autumn. Can't do anything but
Hide in the midst of Winter, while waiting for
Another chance to fly in Summer leaving the
Pain behind, but for now, I will just
Pen everything though in dire need
Yet coping, enduring, longing, hoping for Spring to come and fill my heart.
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 7:40 AM UTC
Darkness that can't be escaped from
Why is there no happiness in this state
Alone in the dark, forgotten and gone
Sorrow is all
Cause I am left between the dark
Mourn every morning, till blue become white...
© 08172018
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 4:41 AM UTC
You didn't give up,
Even though I stopped.
You showered Your love,
Indeed Yours is a must have.
Help me to cling on You,
Especially, when I feel blue.
Allow me to see nothing but You
For I know You are the only source of hue.
Forgive me for everything,
For every time I try to wring.
Indeed, I am stubborn,
Yet, You love me even before I was born.
Truly, I can't thank You enough,
For Your love for me is never half.
Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 1:20 AM UTC
Keep cool and stay calm,
the monster is coming out,
so patience, be here.
Nov 27, 2016
Nov 27, 2016 at 7:58 AM UTC
*Needles in my heart,
alone in the dark, silent,
the distance I need
to endure, worst like before,
screaming and crying inside.*
Nov 23, 2016
Nov 23, 2016 at 7:05 AM UTC
I was once accepted
yet they said, "I shouldn't."
I miss being home,
it seems I am always lone.
They said that I should stay on the right
for it will make me happier and light,
but why do I feel empty,
I also look at myself as wee.
I shouldn't feel this way
as I try to mend my heart like clay
but why is it still so painful
though I'm doing my best like a fool.
Yet it seems it won't be enough
cause for them I can't even reach half
they really don't like me
especially to be with thee.
You assuring me of a better day
is still a long way.
I don't even know if it's possible
'cause all I can see are broken promises that it won't wobble.
Nov 12, 2016
Nov 12, 2016 at 11:46 PM UTC
*That could be us but
you're already gone: now I
stalk cause we don't talk.*
Jun 18, 2016
Jun 18, 2016 at 10:05 AM UTC
What do I do now?
Why do I'm feeling Ennui?
Though I don't want to,
I am still lonely and blue
When will melancholy end?
Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 1:04 AM UTC
*What a sweet nightmare,
I hope it to become real
Too painful, it won't.*
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 12:49 AM UTC
...Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was....
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 12:44 AM UTC