He looked like a mixture
Of my last ex-boyfriend
And the boy that
Passed my senior year of
High school.
The perfect balance of
One of my mistakes
And
One of God's mistakes.
But the book he was reading screamed
Dan.
And I hadn't thought
About Dan since June
And I had hoped
To keep it that way.
But here I was opening the flood gates.
And I couldn't get a proper grasp on anything.
And my handwriting was so shaky it was almost illegible.
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 1:57 PM UTC
Do not trust boys
who kiss you in your drive way.
If they can't make it to the front door
there must be something wrong.
I have had many first kisses in my driveway
and every boy that has given me one
has turned out sour.
Do not trust boys who kiss you in your drive way.
If they are too lazy to walk the extra ten feet to your front door
then they are most likely too lazy to walk
the extra mile in a relationship.
Effort is key my friend.
I cannot bare to stand in my driveway.
Memories come flooding in
from this boy and that.
Do not trust boys that kiss you in your driveway.
Trust me on that.
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 7:29 PM UTC
My chest has been hurting
And I don't know if it's
A medical issue or an
Emotional issue.
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 4:32 AM UTC
You were the cause of the worst week of my life.
You caused a week of torture.
A week of misery.
A week of pain.
A week of weight gain.
A week of sad songs.
A week of only talking to my dog.
A week of re-blogging sad quotes on tumblr.
A week of night sky pictures with sad captions.
A week of not knowing which way was up.
A week of only heading down.
A week of tiredness.
A week of hell.
A week of being weak.
But just as much as
someone can run out of strength;
someone can run out of weakness.
I am done being weak.
This week is over.
You showed me how weak I can be
So now it's time I show you just how strong I can be.
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
You're one out of seven billion.
That means there's about 6,999,999,999 other people
perfectly capable of taking your place.
You're seven billion out of one in my head.
And for some reason I am completely
incapable of getting a grip on anything else.
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 11:46 PM UTC
I have so many issues
It's quite hard to explain.
So if you find that I'm worth it
You need to learn to stay through the rain.
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
I want to be worried about.
Not in the "she'll do something reckless" way.
But in the:
Did I say that right?
Does she like me back?
Does she love me back?
Would it be weird to text her and tell her I had a good time?
Even though I just saw her is it weird to call?
I miss her voice, does she miss mine?
Do I need to tell her I love her more?
Am I telling her I love her too much?
Does she miss me?
kind of way.
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 6:05 PM UTC
I care
That you don't care
And you don't care
That I care
Oh how I wish I knew how to be careless.
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 4:38 PM UTC
Knowing why you left
won't make you come back
you're gone for good
and I've come as close to terms with it
as humanely possible
but I need to know why
that way when the next one comes around
I can hold on for good.
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 12:00 AM UTC
Here I am making excuses for you.
Saying:
He didn't know I was there.
He didn't see me walk by.
He didn't get my text.
He didn't have a good day.
He didn't have a day off this week.
No longer am I making excuses for you.
So here's what I am saying:
You didn't try hard enough.
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 9:24 PM UTC