atiyaebony - Hello Poetry

U can see that something's on my mind But I guess it's a convo you don't care for To many lies to be uncovered To many feelings unexplored I get it. I have to move on Knowing that I can only trust my own eyes Upon my ears where the tales reside They don't give fuel to my heart No vacancy on my mind. So no need to be bothered Or let it trip me up. I have to work on the bettering of me. That greater responsibility enough.

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Apr 25, 2015

Apr 25, 2015 at 6:58 PM UTC

Focus

U can see that something's on my mind But I guess it's a convo you don't care for To many lies to be uncovered To many feelings unexplored I get it. I have to move on Knowing that I can only trust my own eyes Upon my ears where the tales reside They don't give fuel to my heart No vacancy on my mind. So no need to be bothered Or let it trip me up. I have to work on the bettering of me. That greater responsibility enough.

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In comparison to his love I'm feeling so unworthy How can someone love u more than you do urself Lord please help me The heat of his touch got me feeling Like a newborn, no colic How does he find those spots Help me solve it Standing alone. His kiss is unmatched To these sensations I'm a ****** Everyday a lesson on lovin him The way that he deserves it

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Apr 1, 2015

Apr 1, 2015 at 2:24 PM UTC

Unworthy

In comparison to his love I'm feeling so unworthy How can someone love u more than you do urself Lord please help me The heat of his touch got me feeling Like a newborn, no colic How does he find those spots Help me solve it Standing alone. His kiss is unmatched To these sensations I'm a ****** Everyday a lesson on lovin him The way that he deserves it

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How do I stop the ****** voices from talkin. This emotional roller coaster is a muthafucker. Bout ready to get off. when's the next stop? Feeling stuck in a pit bottom How do I make it to the top? Who can I talk to without passing the virus That's eating me internally Taking away from my being Being able to smile, being able to provide, to support & encourage My vision of the positive constantly distorted It's a plague & it's contagious You'd take cover if you knew better But ignorance is the greatest. How would you know when I've painted on a grin Not until I open my mouth and escapes the Gin Off my breath into your face Then you'll understand a lil better My mental state

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Apr 1, 2015

Apr 1, 2015 at 11:41 AM UTC

F'd Up

How do I stop the ****** voices from talkin. This emotional roller coaster is a muthafucker. Bout ready to get off. when's the next stop? Feeling stuck in a pit bottom How do I make it to the top? Who can I talk to without passing the virus That's eating me internally Taking away from my being Being able to smile, being able to provide, to support & encourage My vision of the positive constantly distorted It's a plague & it's contagious You'd take cover if you knew better But ignorance is the greatest. How would you know when I've painted on a grin Not until I open my mouth and escapes the Gin Off my breath into your face Then you'll understand a lil better My mental state

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I feel so lost at times A constant loss of words when trying to explain the hurt inflicted by the cruel in this world.

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Mar 29, 2015

Mar 29, 2015 at 9:20 PM UTC

Just a thought

I feel so lost at times A constant loss of words when trying to explain the hurt inflicted by the cruel in this world.

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So many thoughts firing shots to the dome. None random. I've had these feelings all along. Dealing with them all alone. To you, another sad love song. To me, they are the reasons why I am. The one you claim to know but barely understand. So halt in the judgement, your kind so easily seems to pass I'm 10 steps ahead of the petty Traps laid for snakes in the grass. I'm on that *** Whippin it around the curves Unbothered by life swerves Thinking you know what's best for me, you got the nerve.

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Mar 20, 2015

Mar 20, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC

Leave me be

So many thoughts firing shots to the dome. None random. I've had these feelings all along. Dealing with them all alone. To you, another sad love song. To me, they are the reasons why I am. The one you claim to know but barely understand. So halt in the judgement, your kind so easily seems to pass I'm 10 steps ahead of the petty Traps laid for snakes in the grass. I'm on that *** Whippin it around the curves Unbothered by life swerves Thinking you know what's best for me, you got the nerve.

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Internal struggles to contain the ugly. The ugly inside, where revenge and jealousy reside. A longing beyond intense, to be liked and wanted. Do u know the feeling of being constantly haunted? By the desire to be normal? Killed by the strength of your pride. Realizing, along with hopes for the future, your faith in love has died.

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Feb 16, 2015

Feb 16, 2015 at 3:07 PM UTC

stone ugly

Internal struggles to contain the ugly. The ugly inside, where revenge and jealousy reside. A longing beyond intense, to be liked and wanted. Do u know the feeling of being constantly haunted? By the desire to be normal? Killed by the strength of your pride. Realizing, along with hopes for the future, your faith in love has died.

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Senses heightened beyond space traveled Eureka You've found it Nerve endings gathered Awaiting his next move Dont be alarmed by my counter My response To a feeling of a thousand ******* Countless knocks Opening every door Each window to my soul Ecstacy spilling over Releasing all demons Letting go of all fear No choice but to face it And take in this beauty Of these foreign places I humbly surrender My heart I'll sacrifice. My offer & in return, all that I ask Is that u keep bringing me back On this trip through bliss Tangled legs and hair I love us best like this

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Jan 29, 2015

Jan 29, 2015 at 10:45 AM UTC

Higher*

Senses heightened beyond space traveled Eureka You've found it Nerve endings gathered Awaiting his next move Dont be alarmed by my counter My response To a feeling of a thousand ******* Countless knocks Opening every door Each window to my soul Ecstacy spilling over Releasing all demons Letting go of all fear No choice but to face it And take in this beauty Of these foreign places I humbly surrender My heart I'll sacrifice. My offer & in return, all that I ask Is that u keep bringing me back On this trip through bliss Tangled legs and hair I love us best like this

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He said he like my profile pic Asked could we talk for a bit But I know That convo will only be short lived Flood of compliments leading to "C'mon girl. Just the tip" Passport stamps show I been on this trip A reg in Deja Vu The trouble the dance of my hips & lips gets me into My smart wits. I know I get it Immature ******** they dig it. But that noise My conscious telling me to **** it Sorry brutha but you ain't sayin much that I like I am flattered. Peace to you Goodnight

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Jan 24, 2015

Jan 24, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC

the game

He said he like my profile pic Asked could we talk for a bit But I know That convo will only be short lived Flood of compliments leading to "C'mon girl. Just the tip" Passport stamps show I been on this trip A reg in Deja Vu The trouble the dance of my hips & lips gets me into My smart wits. I know I get it Immature ******** they dig it. But that noise My conscious telling me to **** it Sorry brutha but you ain't sayin much that I like I am flattered. Peace to you Goodnight

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Craving space. Not the distance but the place Where galaxies exist And stars collide Higher than the sky From a **** of my pipe I Fly

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Jan 15, 2015

Jan 15, 2015 at 7:49 AM UTC

need a high

Craving space. Not the distance but the place Where galaxies exist And stars collide Higher than the sky From a **** of my pipe I Fly

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Land of the free, home of the brave With watchful eyes on your pockets Your mind they plot to enslave But that's all I have, that you can't take, My knowledge of who I am what I want to make of my name. Lock me up behind bars. Rob me of material possessions. Bestowing a feeling of helplessness, their only form of weapon.

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Jan 13, 2015

Jan 13, 2015 at 11:30 AM UTC

kapitalism

Land of the free, home of the brave With watchful eyes on your pockets Your mind they plot to enslave But that's all I have, that you can't take, My knowledge of who I am what I want to make of my name. Lock me up behind bars. Rob me of material possessions. Bestowing a feeling of helplessness, their only form of weapon.

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