Im not strong
Here I dont belong
Maybe I was wrong
So walk away is my better solution
I cry every night
But no one seems to care
All the pain that I bear
Maybe they just unaware
Or maybe they dont care
Im in despair
But no one come to save
Im drowning but no one come to help
All they do is make me weak
Maybe I was wrong
I shouldn't let them in
I just need somebody
To be by my side
But no one ever come
So I end up being alone
Maybe this is my faith
I will smile and let things happen.
Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 1:28 PM UTC
She sing and smile like a happy girl
She just like a star shining like a pearl
She walk and talk just like rihanna
But that doesnt mean she happy with her life
On morning she act like a normal girl
Studying, walking, talking and eating
But at night she's not like a normal girl
Sitting and crying is what she can do
People never saw the beast in her mind
But she always know that the beast is inside
Seeking for blood, hungry for happiness
So she ends up cutting herself
Her tears falling down
Her blood rushing down
Shes painting a drawing
Just like an artist
She ain't need a paper, she ain't need paint
Because her body is enough to be a
masterpiece
Where all those word that they had promise
"I will always be there for you oh my ladies"
Maybe it just a filthy lies
And now she regret cause believing in that
One day she take her knife from a drawer
But her knife is not there anymore
Oh now she remember what happened actually
She throw the knife and change it with flower
She promise herself she wont cut again
Because she believe her eternal happiness will
come
She ask her self "why I should hurt myself"
When its obvious its not her fault
Now she smiling and no longer upset
Because happiness is exist only when you start
loving yourself.
Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 3:05 PM UTC
Life is not that easy
But it also not that hard
Maybe its sound a little bit crazy
But trust me this is not absurd
Baby there's no rainbow without a rain
There's no happiness without some pain
One day you'll smile with no more tears
But for now you may need
To stay strong and be happy
My dear strong fighter
Just put down your knife
Throw away your lighter
You dont need it forever
For your own good sake
To make a better life
Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 3:46 AM UTC