ashley-goff
American
College student studying Ecology. Vegetarian, yogi, adventurer, romantic, writer, musician, wanderer, animal lover, multi lingual, multi religious, self destructive, free spirited, believer of true love. Dream of traveling the world, owning many cats and being as carefree as possible.
Do you still love me?
Does my love linger in the air?
Have you forgotten us?
Do you still feel me near?
I have not let go
I can not release your soul
To release you would **** me
Your love keeps me whole
I still call to you
In the middle of the night
Not aloud, but my heart emits love
My love searches for you
Sometimes my love finds you
Sometimes it does not
But when it finds you in the night
It warms you where you are
My love feels warm
You remember your skin on mine
My love fills that hole in your heart
And keeps me forever on your mind
Does my love seem cruel?
You are not caged
But neither are you free of me
I am still tethered to your soul
I could release you
From this soul tie we created
But I have not given up
I promised I never would
I will love you from afar
I will suffer only for you
But always welcome my love when it comes
Always keep my heart near
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 7:11 PM UTC
They told me to write again
I said I cannot
The pain would be to great
It is only an account of suffering
They told me to write different
Write about something pleasant
They love a cheesy romance
Happy ending and all
I cannot write of joy
Suffering consumes my heart
Pain flows through my veins
And stains paper with true romance
Like Pip and Estelle
I love a black heart
I am never to be rewarded
With the love of my love
Like Jay and Daisy
My love chose another
My heart ripped from my chest
I am left for dead
True love knows little joy
Happiness is brief
Suffering is great
Pain is indefinite
Because true love is to suffer
On another’s account
To love despite suffering
To love no matter what
Star-crossed lovers have little hope
But I will continue to write
Only of our suffering love
My muse is not lost
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 7:06 PM UTC
We’re back where we left off
I was hoping we would never find this place again
A place of uncertainty
A place where we can’t be together
And yet here we are again
Led by you to this place we hate so much
I start to wonder if you do hate it
Or if you thrive in this
Maybe you enjoy being loved by many
It’s possible I’m not alone
I wouldn’t be surprised
You are just so **** lovable
But I pity you really
You’ve brought us here because you're afraid
This is a safe place for you
No chance of being alone
Maybe you don’t feel worthy
Like you don’t deserve love
Or you fear loneliness
Maybe you just don’t know what you want
Don’t keep us trapped here
Let yourself be loved
Let me give you what you deserve
I would never leave you
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 11:01 AM UTC
We hide from everyone
Wallow in loneliness and silence
But we are the only ones oblivious
Blind to our own exposure
Beauty cannot hide worry
We wear our lies like a brilliant mask
Incognito and apparent to everyone
The truth will come out in the end
Time will dig a deeper hole
And in the end it will be buried
But so with it my heart
Because time cannot heal love
Star-crossed lovers will meet again
Time cannot defeat fate
I will wait a thousand years
In the end we must remember that its never to late
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 1:54 AM UTC
Thinking of you
Don’t want to
Look out the window
Concrete and cars
Try to listen
Math is boring
Check my phone
Nothing from you
Drink some water
Play with my hair
Draw some flowers
Think of you
Apply lipgloss
Shift in my seat
Once again
Think of you
Adjust my chair
Look at the clock
Wasted half an hour
Thinking of you
Write a poem
On my math test
Just because I’m
Thinking of you
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 1:50 AM UTC
He’s a ****
He’s a flirt
He’s ******
His hand’s up my skirt
He's fun
He's a laugh
He's what I need
Like the missing half
He's a secret
He's worry
He's hurtful
But always sorry
He's ****
He's charming
He's spontaneous
It’s never alarming
He’s serious
He’s complicated
He’s addictive
I should have waited
He’s passion
He’s affection
He’s always begging
The *** is excellent
He’s loneliness
He’s heartache
He’s hers
Not mine to take
He’s love
He’s a soulmate
He’s so far away
It’s worth the wait
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 1:26 AM UTC