I used to get lost in the lights of the night
Now I get lost in your eyes
The way the light reflects off them is so mesmerizing
How they change from ocean blue to an icy shade
How there are little specks of black that float through
Like little ships passing in the night
Such detail is shown in those little circles
I am captivated and cannot look away
Do you notice just how much I stare
Or just how much I would do to make you stay
you have caught my attention
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 9:43 AM UTC
I am stuck
stuck between two friends
What do I say
What do I do
trying to hold the world together
well I fall apart
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 9:40 AM UTC
They always say distance makes the heart grow founder
Me myself I don't believe
That distance that separates you from me is anything but cruel
How I long to be near you
How I long to smell your cologne
How I long to hear your heart beat when we hug
I miss hearing they way you say my name
I miss you always being around
Why is it again that this distance must separate use
How I cant wait to see you again
In heaven is where I will see your face
A little piece of my heart is up there with you
My heart will be restored
When I enter into you presence again
Even though I cant feel you I know you are always with me
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 9:39 AM UTC
Was that you I saw in my mirror as I looked down
or was my mind just playing tricks on me
You have been gone for so long
I almost cant remember just how long
Your ghost follows me all around
but only in the most wanted times
are you up looking down me
or is that just wishful thinking
maybe I don't actually see your ghost at all
maybe my mins is just a tricky place
where I just want you there so bad
I start to think you are actually here.
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 9:26 AM UTC
Pressure, Pressure, Pressure
all around all I feel is pressure
Pressure to succeed
Pressure to be the best
Crack, Crack, Crack
the more weight the more I begin to crack
Be yourself but not to weird
Love but don't get hurt
Smile but make sure your happy
Laugh but don't draw attention
How am I supposed to hold my self together
when I feel as though I am about to burst at the seams
Sep 4, 2020
Sep 4, 2020 at 9:49 AM UTC
Your words are like glass
cutting through the air
Quick to catch my attention
Quick to make me notice you
Your soft tone
and gentle pace
Never to fast
but always intentional
Your kind smile
and a gentle heart
I cant help but smile when i see you
I cant help but laugh when your near
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 3:37 PM UTC
I am what I am
because of what has formed me
Just like a rock I to smooth out with the storm
I get washed away like dirt on the shore
Like a diamond I get better through the pressure
I can weather the storm with God in my heart
Shaped and molded
Crafted and crushed
Broken and bruised
Battered and torn
Never the less I shall rise
Like the ashes of a phoenix
I will rise and be firm in the storm
Because my eyes are fixed on God
Feb 5, 2020
Feb 5, 2020 at 2:50 PM UTC
When you told my you liked her I had to pretend
You didn't know my feelings for you so i pressed them deep
I looked at you and told you it was okay
I wanted to run I wanted to cry
but I couldn't let you see me vulnerable because you couldn't know
I couldn't let you know you hurt me
I couldn't let you see me broken
I couldn't let you know that you had caught my attention
because I knew you would try to comfort me
All I wanted was to run towards your open arms
but I knew that I couldn't confide in you this time
so I walked towards the door
I was deflated and hopeless
why is it always my friends
why cant you just look at me and see something worth while
I continued to pretend everything was fine
even when I saw you flirt with her
deep down it was breaking my heart
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 9:31 AM UTC
How is it that you caught my eye?
Was it your gentle heart
or your willingness to serve
Was it your need to make me laugh
or the way you carry yourself so tall
or maybe it was your soft warm hugs were I can listen to your
heartbeat
Or maybe it was your green eyes that captured my attention
maybe it was the smile you always wear
or maybe you just creeped up on me one day
I could get lost in your eyes anytime of the day
I could listen to you talk about cars for hours
I would even sit in the cold to keep you company as you work
Could it be that my heart fell for the very thing I cant have
maybe our friendship is all that is for me
but part of me hopes that you would fell for me what I feel for you
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 9:20 AM UTC
Affection comes in many forms
from light touches to long hugs
from flirty glances to long stares
from back rubs to him running his fingers through my hair
a playful poking of my side to the soft punches I place on his arm
from the soft giggles to the belly laughs I have when I'm with him
from the brushing of hands to the boops he places on my nose
These forms of affection cause my heart to leap
it beats faster and faster whenever he is near
I try not to let him affect me
but his smile and eyes are just so captivating
Lost in all these forms of affection
my heart races at the thought of him
forever wishing he felt the same as me
Jan 31, 2020
Jan 31, 2020 at 2:42 PM UTC