This journey has been one for the books
a bookcase full of short stories
a story I never saw myself play a role in
Love is still apart of every paragraph
whether it be good or bad
a speed bump in the road
I move slow and easy
the thought still lingers in my mind ,
what does it all signify?
I should just appreciate the drive home.
windows down, favorite song
Mind is clear and at ease
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Aug 22, 2022
Aug 22, 2022 at 2:02 AM UTC
Like Jekyll and Hyde, there are two that reside inside.
I've become so self aware.
Can too much knowledge of thyself lead to destruction?
Like Jekel and Hyde, my curiosity grows everyday.
Who plays the role of my negative doings?
Situations I would never put myself in if my consciousness was crystal.
Words I would never say if I supposedly love the human I am screaming at.
"supposedly love". I do love that human being I'm screaming at. She helps me recognize when my darkness has taken over. She calms me. She loves me too. And suddenly my darkness fades, I fall to my knees, and embrace love.
Aug 22, 2022
Aug 22, 2022 at 1:30 AM UTC
I get inspired when I'm tired.
One minute I'm floating through happy thoughts, next I'm questioning my own existence.
Caught in the negative; it ***** me in without my permission.
Energy weakens, mind wanders.
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 11:21 AM UTC
Life may really be just a dream
But these feelings are more than real
My aches and pains are screaming out words I would never say
We pushed away love for hate
Baby lets drop our egos and become one
When I wake in another life, I want to see you there
Two strangers in a whole new world
Our love impeccable; true to the soul
Remember me?
Feel my energy & let my eyes lure you in
Take my hand..be mine again
Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 7:58 AM UTC
universe sends to me a sense of love. This love then conquers the negative energy which uncontrollably resides within me.
Pride takes a loss, and the ego sits quietly surrounded by its own walls unable to reach my soul.
A gift was given to me, and I invite You to share with me this feeling of compassion.
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 2:54 PM UTC
My mind is elsewhere most of the time.
Please,
look into my eyes and tell me what you see.
Is it me?
Am I what you thought I'd be?
Try to understand why I seem so distant
Show some interest in yourself
Play me a song that makes you smile,
that'll be what my heart clings to
when you are no longer near me.
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
I am content.
The time on my wrist tells me that I exist
It seems I spend the most of it in my dreams.
Of course it's better than having to deal with what is real, because when I sleep I do not feel..maybe.
Surrounded by love on a daily
All your negativity and hate does not phase me.
Eye listen to what is within and really try to comprehend the fact that
happiness does not ever have to end.
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 5:35 PM UTC
The universe does not scare me, but the thought of choking,
gasping for life,
hands on neck like I'm choking myself,
my only thought being 'I Cannot Breathe'..
That. That scares me.
Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 10:23 AM UTC
I've been thinking that I've been thinking too much.
Took myself back to when I barely knew a thing and found some things.
The smoke like texture of love would soon fill the room and I inhale/exhale.
I look up into the night sky and see something you should be seeing. The significance of 1:09 remains a mystery to me.
Remember that time you
Forgot
It's so simple to Delete.
I was suppose to do this thing but
Ok, I'm going with the flow but I can't swim
The point is
I'm figuring **** out.
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 2:51 AM UTC
Everyday I learn. Whether it be about a personality, or why the sky is blue. I don't get to decide what interests me or what kind of conversations I will have tomorrow.
1:36 am. Hawaii. Laying in confined, muggy, dark, room.
The others are fast asleep, somewhere in their deepest thoughts, I suppose.
& Here I am reaching into myself for some sort of comfort. So far away from anything familiar, but this song it brings me closer to home.
Past relationships with people I barely know now, they haunt me.
Most are living a life I am blind to.
Am I just a faint memory which lies deep within their bones ? Or possibly nothing at all. It kills me to not know. I let it.
It is best we do not question this earth and it's purpose or even our own for that matter.
Life is as simple as breathing, yet I find myself gasping for air.
Humans forget that we are all just humans.
2:06am. Hawaii. Laying in a dark room, and I can finally close my eyes and drift off into the unknown parts of my own self.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 4:15 AM UTC