I never understood..
What is enough..
I cared too much..
But when it came to putting it into action..
It was never enough..
Or to be honest..
It was considered as something just for myself..
Why whenever I try to become selfless..
It turns out to be something selfish..
Why in the process of becoming enough..
I can't be even myself..
Tell me if the concept of enough is real..
Or is it too much to ask..
And too little for it to happen actually..
And then I realise..
People even condemn God..
For not being enough..
For not doing enough..
Then who I am..
To question if it's enough or not..
He doesn't ask questions..
But let things go on..
So maybe I am suppose to not do anything..
Not question anything..
But just follow Him..
And let Him take care of it..
And let me tell you..
The one who will take care of all this..
Do not exist outside..
But it's within..
Within me..
And it took me longer to find Him..
And even longer to listen to him..
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 11:42 PM UTC
I don’t know how to name this year..
It came like a new beginning..
I thought I would be able to start over..
But before I started,
January had already passed..
February is slipping through like sand..
I don’t know
if I started anything new..
If not, then what I am scared of..
What I am waiting for..
Why I am beginning to regret some decisions
even before I start anything..
I am not sure
if it is just me moving slowly..
or it’s the time moving faster..
I don’t want to be stuck..
at this point in my life..
I want to move—
even faster than time..
I want to move at a speed..
that even time feels slower..
A moment seems like a day..
And in those moments..
I want to live like myself..
In this spring,
not only flowers but I’ll bloom too.
Not only the sun but I’ll shine too.
Not only the earth but I’ll sing songs too.
Not only days but I’ll feel warm too.
And I won’t be asking
for time to slow down.
I’ll move too—
without any fear
and without any doubt.
And I’ll enter spring
like I want to.
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 12:22 AM UTC
And when you wander a lot in this world...
Go through every pain in this life...
Then you realize...
It is not about finding something...
But...
It is about... The moment...
Moment... Where your every search end...
Where your every question is answered...
You don't have to wander anymore...
Go through all this...
Because you see the end now...
And while looking at it...
You think to yourself...
How beautiful it is...
That it was all worth it...
Worth it of all this journey...
All this suffering...
And all this searching...
And you can let go of everything easily...
At this point...
End is not the end anymore...
But may be a new beginning...
Oct 9, 2025
Oct 9, 2025 at 11:37 PM UTC
I know..
You are greater than the mountains..
Deeper than sea..
Vast than this universe..
As You are the creator..
One reason..
One behind..
And all this exists..
And it is difficult to find You..
At top of the mountains..
At the depth of sea..
In the vastness of this universe..
So I want to take a short cut..
I want to find You..
Somewhere closer..
In my heart..
To know..
You are there..
Within me..
Holding me together..
Turning my existence into being:)
Oct 2, 2025
Oct 2, 2025 at 3:00 AM UTC
They said
Life goes on
but forgot to talk about
its stillness
How everything moves ahead
moves forward
You remain still
at one time
one location
One position
like a statue
and that's my dear
Is stillness
which nobody talks about
Oct 2, 2025
Oct 2, 2025 at 2:59 AM UTC