I admire you from afar
Watched you glimmer in you charade
But behind the lights, you are bizarre,
Wishing you were not made.
Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 5:32 AM UTC
Every second ticks like a minute,
Every minute moves like an hour,
Every hour seems like a day,
Every day feels like forever.
Every day is filled with regret,
With moments I wish I could forget.
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 9:26 AM UTC
I'll leave next month.
Only get noticed whenever I bid my goodbye's.
When I told you I'll leave,
That's when you all started to care.
Said "Don't leave."
But in the back of your mind,
Are smiles from ear to ear.
They all want me gone.
And that's what I did.
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 6:32 AM UTC
6:51 p.m.
I read the text you sent me.
It was hard, it was goodbye.
I never thought it would end
this way.
I've been selfish and careless
Broken and mourning.
But I hope you'd undertand why
And stay by my side.
I thought you cared,
But you didn't.
It was all a lie.
It was all for goodbye.
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 6:27 AM UTC
Remember the kiss we shared
Our love for each other can not be replaced
And I still believe it
But do you even remember me? Us?
I hope you're still not over it
Our love on the sofa was paradise
Your lips against mine
Making love the way it should be
You said you have me and I'm all that you need
But how could you make my heart bleed
Seeing you happy and without me
How I missed that smile that is so long gone
Don't take this out on me
It was your fault and not mine
You just made me believe that love wasn't real
I hope it haunts you and make you feel weak
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 12:35 PM UTC
Telling you to eat
When I myself don't want to
I'm such a hypocrite
Distorted and overweight
Mirror, I don't like what I see
Help me continue this journey
Journey towards beauty
Ice cold water is my best friend
To feel numb and fine
To feel how I want to be
Workout when nobody's looking
Count from one to one hundred
I do not have an appetite
Lessen my food until it's no more
Force myself no to eat
When I know it's killing me
To be my perception of beautiful
Nov 16, 2013
Nov 16, 2013 at 9:21 AM UTC
Walk away and hide
Expecting they'll miss you
But they sure don't
Maybe a few days
They'll miss you
But soon enough
They'll forget you
All the things you've done
Things you've shared
All the joy and pain you've caused
They'll just forget about it
You're just another creature
Who walked in their lives and left
With no great impact
And maybe that's the reason
Behind all these great memories
Means nothing to them
But means everything to you
It's time for you to move on
Forget about it
Make a new life
Live life the way life needs to be lived
But in reality, you just can't
Can't move on
Because you're holding on to tight
And been living on the past
And afraid to start again.
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 9:40 AM UTC
Sad to know you cant be mine,
And I can't be yours
All this
Is forbidden love
They say opposites attract
But all you do is destuct
My heart and my whole
This is forbidden
But right from the start
We all know that
We can't own people
You can't be mine
And I can't be yours
This is forbidden love.
Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 10:08 AM UTC
Welcome my friend with warm hugs and kisses.
Over the summer, we talk endlessly.
Until the day I had to move,
Telling you that was a tragedy.
I could feel that we were parting ways.
You go with your friends
And I go with my friends.
You know I miss you
But we both know that it will never be the same.
And I hope you know that our whole friendship was a real treasure for me.
A treasure that can no longer be found.
My best friend, I miss you.
Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 8:50 AM UTC
Ana
Why won't you eat?
Ask me that question
The other way 'round
Reasons more than my ten fingers
Ana
Worry not
Worry never
Ana
One bite or two
It'll do you good
Just bite a bit more
Oh
I will surely be pleased
Ana
Said you weren't hungry
For the millionth time
Said you're saving money
Savings must be millions
For how many times you've said
millions.
I will guard you
Not to throw up
That blessing you received
Ana
Hold that finger still
By your side
Dare you not
To put in your throat
Force to let it out
Ana
I hope you're doing good
Now eat this meal
I know you can do it.
Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 11:14 AM UTC
