aravindshanavaz - Hello Poetry

The endless pondering of Fridays, Spills into the late night. Precious time lost, Losing light. While the city is in love, People on the street corners, Friends, lovers and everything in between. Here I am on my work week, Waiting for the 8th day. Stay with me but no, Things I wish were said comes back to me. A burst of tears and laughter, Trying to douse the loud sirens in my head. Lost on me, Todays society. Unending conversations, Quotes and notations, A web of scattered nullity, Clouds all over my senses. Here lies.

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Nov 27, 2021

Nov 27, 2021 at 10:47 PM UTC

Saturday night

The endless pondering of Fridays, Spills into the late night. Precious time lost, Losing light. While the city is in love, People on the street corners, Friends, lovers and everything in between. Here I am on my work week, Waiting for the 8th day. Stay with me but no, Things I wish were said comes back to me. A burst of tears and laughter, Trying to douse the loud sirens in my head. Lost on me, Todays society. Unending conversations, Quotes and notations, A web of scattered nullity, Clouds all over my senses. Here lies.

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Something less than desirable. The face of truth is ugly. Uniqueness is dead. Never desire a thing above. Such a sin don't you dare. Just unworthy of anything. A 19 year old curse. Going for a lifetime. All thats left to decide, A rope or a blade.

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Aug 22, 2020

Aug 22, 2020 at 10:20 PM UTC

An answer to a curse.

Something less than desirable. The face of truth is ugly. Uniqueness is dead. Never desire a thing above. Such a sin don't you dare. Just unworthy of anything. A 19 year old curse. Going for a lifetime. All thats left to decide, A rope or a blade.

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The path is getting blurry, My words are slurry. Lazarus plot imminent, Have to be diligent. My mind has been flayed, My soul slayed.

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May 23, 2020

May 23, 2020 at 7:11 AM UTC

A Lazarus Plot

The path is getting blurry, My words are slurry. Lazarus plot imminent, Have to be diligent. My mind has been flayed, My soul slayed.

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Fill this void, In my life. Reach into my heart. Calm me down. Stand by me, Until the dawn. Stay with me, Until the end.

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Apr 28, 2020

Apr 28, 2020 at 10:41 PM UTC

Stay

Fill this void, In my life. Reach into my heart. Calm me down. Stand by me, Until the dawn. Stay with me, Until the end.

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The Light now diminished, Time of day turned to dusk. Dark days ahead, Crying by myself. I’ve lost my sunlight, To the moon among the stars, She stole that light, That made my day bright. All is lost but darkness, The void in my heart. Pitch black is the core, Where the light doesn’t shine anymore. I deserve the light, For years I’ve spent in darkness. The light that gave me life, New horizons to look upon. Come back to me now, Shine on me with your golden glow. Pull me out from here, This dark trench in life.

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Apr 28, 2020

Apr 28, 2020 at 10:18 AM UTC

The Light

The Light now diminished, Time of day turned to dusk. Dark days ahead, Crying by myself. I’ve lost my sunlight, To the moon among the stars, She stole that light, That made my day bright. All is lost but darkness, The void in my heart. Pitch black is the core, Where the light doesn’t shine anymore. I deserve the light, For years I’ve spent in darkness. The light that gave me life, New horizons to look upon. Come back to me now, Shine on me with your golden glow. Pull me out from here, This dark trench in life.

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Last night at around 11:30, I was sketching a future with you, In my mind. So Colourful. You in my dreams, so vivid. I dreamt that we kissed, Under the evening sun, In a parked car on a lonely road. Our eyes met, My hand on yours. There was this electricity, In the air between us. Bringing us closer every second. A faint blue glow I felt it, In your eyes that looked into mine. The first one to. If only time could freeze in this moment. If only I could save it for eternity. Hues of pink and blue dance on your face. The way you move, such grace ! I’m intimidated by you. Your stare. Every time I see your face, My happiness shoots up a thousand times. If I die in that moment I’d be smiling. All in an instant. I haven’t felt this way before, Or have I wanted to ! Now all I want is you. Would you take a leap of faith with me ?

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Dec 5, 2019

Dec 5, 2019 at 7:41 AM UTC

A Leap of Faith ?

Last night at around 11:30, I was sketching a future with you, In my mind. So Colourful. You in my dreams, so vivid. I dreamt that we kissed, Under the evening sun, In a parked car on a lonely road. Our eyes met, My hand on yours. There was this electricity, In the air between us. Bringing us closer every second. A faint blue glow I felt it, In your eyes that looked into mine. The first one to. If only time could freeze in this moment. If only I could save it for eternity. Hues of pink and blue dance on your face. The way you move, such grace ! I’m intimidated by you. Your stare. Every time I see your face, My happiness shoots up a thousand times. If I die in that moment I’d be smiling. All in an instant. I haven’t felt this way before, Or have I wanted to ! Now all I want is you. Would you take a leap of faith with me ?

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Lord. Haven’t I suffered enough ? These constantly refreshing images. Why not just take my life ? Give me a rest from this cursed life. No, scarred life. I don’t want to feel anymore. I don’t want to love anymore. I can’t love anymore. Can’t even hate anymore. Love is dead in my life, Not coming back ever. I don’t belong here, not anymore. Take me up to heaven, Heal my scars if you could. Impossible right ?

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Dec 5, 2019

Dec 5, 2019 at 7:39 AM UTC

Not enough.

Lord. Haven’t I suffered enough ? These constantly refreshing images. Why not just take my life ? Give me a rest from this cursed life. No, scarred life. I don’t want to feel anymore. I don’t want to love anymore. I can’t love anymore. Can’t even hate anymore. Love is dead in my life, Not coming back ever. I don’t belong here, not anymore. Take me up to heaven, Heal my scars if you could. Impossible right ?

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Today when I tried to write, Just something about you. I couldn't and I couldn't. I felt bad and I felt numb. I felt empty and I felt sad. Like an angel's call it felt, In my head. Calm. Composed. Trying to keep me away from harm. From your wicked ways, And mindless seduction. I have all this love for you. Reserved. Unopened. It is this box. Taped all over. Destined never to be opened. Maybe now I should **** myself, To be free from this monstrosity. Neglect and abuse delude me. For a better time I yearn. Recognition for others but none for me, All that acting did set you free, From my hands of control and greed. But never you knew my heart and soul.

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Jul 11, 2019

Jul 11, 2019 at 9:07 AM UTC

Unknown part of me.

Today when I tried to write, Just something about you. I couldn't and I couldn't. I felt bad and I felt numb. I felt empty and I felt sad. Like an angel's call it felt, In my head. Calm. Composed. Trying to keep me away from harm. From your wicked ways, And mindless seduction. I have all this love for you. Reserved. Unopened. It is this box. Taped all over. Destined never to be opened. Maybe now I should **** myself, To be free from this monstrosity. Neglect and abuse delude me. For a better time I yearn. Recognition for others but none for me, All that acting did set you free, From my hands of control and greed. But never you knew my heart and soul.

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Every time I see your lips, The way they move when you talk to me, Those eyes when you look at me, So intensely. I’m in love. Deeply. I’m hurt badly, deep down. The sorrow of a good heart. Just wanting to be loved, Just wanting to be yours. Truly. I want to hold your hand, firmly. Hold you close to me. Stare into your bewitching eyes, Till the end of time. I want to say “I love you baby.” But sadly that’s something I just couldn’t. Cause you weren’t here no more. Not here to say that you’re mine. Just when I realised, I’m in love with you. If I could just go back in time, To all the times we’ve been together, I would like to save all our moments, In a bottle just like Jim Croce. If I could just see you again, Kiss you on your cherry lips, Tell you that I love you, In your warm embrace.

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Jul 11, 2019

Jul 11, 2019 at 9:04 AM UTC

I want(ed) to

Every time I see your lips, The way they move when you talk to me, Those eyes when you look at me, So intensely. I’m in love. Deeply. I’m hurt badly, deep down. The sorrow of a good heart. Just wanting to be loved, Just wanting to be yours. Truly. I want to hold your hand, firmly. Hold you close to me. Stare into your bewitching eyes, Till the end of time. I want to say “I love you baby.” But sadly that’s something I just couldn’t. Cause you weren’t here no more. Not here to say that you’re mine. Just when I realised, I’m in love with you. If I could just go back in time, To all the times we’ve been together, I would like to save all our moments, In a bottle just like Jim Croce. If I could just see you again, Kiss you on your cherry lips, Tell you that I love you, In your warm embrace.

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It’s 5:30 in the morning, And I’m still thinking about you. Your lips are all I can think of, And that look in your eyes. At times I feel like breaking free, Pull you close and kiss you. Hold you in my arms, Close and never letting go. Alas ! My complexes won’t give in. My insecurities take over, done. You become unattainable. Suddenly. Forbidden, like the dreams I’ve had. I feel crippled and powerless, Not knowing how to make you like me. But would you ever even if I tried ?

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Jul 11, 2019

Jul 11, 2019 at 9:01 AM UTC

Unattainable

It’s 5:30 in the morning, And I’m still thinking about you. Your lips are all I can think of, And that look in your eyes. At times I feel like breaking free, Pull you close and kiss you. Hold you in my arms, Close and never letting go. Alas ! My complexes won’t give in. My insecurities take over, done. You become unattainable. Suddenly. Forbidden, like the dreams I’ve had. I feel crippled and powerless, Not knowing how to make you like me. But would you ever even if I tried ?

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