tell me this isn't true
the things I've been hearing about
you
that you've fallen for a girl
and that girl
isn't me
my heart shattered
mind swirling with a thousand different
words
emotions
mouth stuttering with words that
don't make sense
for a moment
it seemed like the world
closed in on me
this is too much
(a.s)
Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 1:18 PM UTC
i fell in love with a guy once
let's call him
The Boy With The Tuba
he had the most charming smile
and beautiful eyes squinted
from happiness
he was (still is) my definition of
perfection; head to toe
my heart belongs to him
but
his heart doesn't belong to me
(a.s)
Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 3:24 AM UTC
I remembered when you meant nothing to me
in fact, you didn't even exist in my diminutive life
you were just another face
another being who walked through
the same halls as i did
January;
the month when we officially met
you said "hi"
but i just smiled
and you walked away
March;
we now know how we felt
for each other
smiles were
when we see each other
remember Valentine's Day?
you stared at me for the longest time
and said "hi"
even though that was nothing
you managed to make me smile
for the whole day
June;
communications stopped
it's as if i meant nothing
to you
tell me, where have i gone wrong?
you left me confused
and depressed
come back, I've missed you
July;
school terms have started
but my feelings for you
hasn't faded
those beautiful brown eyes
that i once always eagered
to see
are the same ones that i try
to avoid
sometimes it's hard to believe that
you're gone
i didn't even had a chance to
say goodbye
but
even if i had one
i would never say
goodbye
"grief is the price we pay for love"
(a.s)
Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 3:03 AM UTC