The water keeps rising and I keep dying
I'm clawing to the surface , the chains at my feet keep me from leaving
The air is gone and darkness takes me
I open my eyes and see I'm above ground
but I'm still drowning
Sep 11, 2017
Sep 11, 2017 at 9:56 PM UTC
Be my wings so I can rip them off
Be my wings in order for me to fall
Be my wings to stop me from flying
And I'll be your ground to let you go
Sep 11, 2017
Sep 11, 2017 at 9:52 PM UTC
Let's make a deal
If a roll a die and it lands on 6 I'll spill everything like one
spills blood if you angle it wrong
If I roll anything else I'll lock it away along with my insecurities
Boy never get tired of those
Rolls die and slow mo starts, with the camera zooming in on the cube as if the outcome actually matters
Oh look at that a 6
Guess someone is confessing tonight
Never said who I would spill it to
Hey lower being, time for reason 4562 of why I'm a terrible person
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 12:43 AM UTC
Let's write about something else
With words such as success,
school, friendship, family
just anything else
what is the point of writing if it's always the same thing
I erase and erase, the words won't leave
vampire, fangs, sauce, democrats, hemicorporectomy
anything else, please
it's laughable
I'm trying to avoid writing about the same thing
but it never changes
Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 10:59 PM UTC
When I was a kid and scared of thunder
My mom use to tell me that lighting was God taking pictures
The static of our palms meeting is a lot like lighting
Never knew pictures could ****
Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 11:34 PM UTC
The things we do for love
Aren't the things we do for others
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017 at 12:48 AM UTC
I think many people confused sadness with depression
In an age where it is a competition to see who has it tougher
Who tried to **** themselves more
How many relatives and friends died around you
Whoever cries the most wins
As if troubled lives will pave the way to success
Whoever is sad is treasured because they might have the potential to be the next big hit
Sadness is getting a bad quiz grade
Sadness is teenage angst
Sadness is rejections by the boy you kinda accidentally met eyes with a couple of times
Life is full of ups and downs
It is statistically and scientifically impossible to be happy for all your life
You have to go down at some point , just like you have to go up
Sadness is knowing you'll get back up
Depression is something else entirely
Sadness is not knowing you'll be happy , you just don't know how
Sadness is not something you carve into your skin
Sadness is not pretending to be dead while your thoughts wreak havoc inside your mind, leaving it a battlefield
Depression is sitting in the back of a huge auditorium trying to watch what's going on stage but all you can do is zoom in to blurred images
Depression is not ending your life because it's too difficult
Depression is thinking you don't have a life to end
Understand the differences
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 11:09 PM UTC
A v e r a g e
6 letters in the first and 7 in the latter
one letter missing, one step closer to becoming that dreaded word
It's not that I am, or I am not
It's how I feel
Not good enough to be noticed
yet not bad enough to be forgotten
Stuck in between
How liminal
Hell, maybe I'll even become mediocre
Never more
Never less
Apr 16, 2017
Apr 16, 2017 at 10:01 PM UTC
Are any of you ever lonely?
Typing everything you're feeling to end the pain?
the most humane wish there is, no pain
I imagine, no I know, loneliness to be a white maze
everywhere you go it's white
and you're the only black dot on the map
People turn to white, cars turn into a white, everyone around you
Even words turn to white
Your thoughts leave you as well and become the light that shines on the maze
It's so loud with silence it's deafening
The quiet is too **** loud
Alone with everywhere to go
Apr 8, 2017
Apr 8, 2017 at 3:03 PM UTC
You are not new
These feelings will never fade
Just be replaced with someone else
I'll watch from a distance like I do
Too scared to say a thing
But too stubborn to let go
That's romance for me
Mar 11, 2017
Mar 11, 2017 at 1:09 AM UTC
