Ignorance has no significance when idiots can look intelligent.
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 12:13 PM UTC
A pencil on a canvas pressed against my tips
A cadence,
of lead and wood writing down my wish.
The paper and the pencil birthed from the same seed
From dirt to my desk,
what a wonder indeed,
At first they faced death
broken from their roots
But then they give life,
when used by me or you
We give this piece of paper
Hope with our words
our drawings and our stories
shared with the world,
so even tho the tree has fallen
no more leaves to grow
Out of its destruction came alive
Something wonderful.
Every book and every single article
written in the daily blog
came from deep within the dirt,
they say we humans too are made of clay and mud
So when we fall like trees in the silent woods,
will we make a noise at all.
May 11
May 11, 2026 at 7:16 PM UTC
They said I have mental issues
So I grabbed and stabbed a kid with a pencil, once
now they're worried ill come to school with a pistol, huh
Teacher used to tell my mom shes worried about my future, yeah
Now im here like dam im worried too, f**k
Scared what I might I do losing all these screws really gives an urge to shoot
I've been on a search for loot
but I have no map or proof it exists, do you?
These goofs need new moves
Their puppet strings tied in loops
everytime they f**k with me
my patience disappears like pooof,
Oops,
look what you made me do
(Abracadabra)
Garbage bags and rolled up rugs
Bl**dy rags and wiped down guns
Silver slugs and spread out thoughts
Dont you run, you said your tough
Let's see son if you really are
Crying moms and d**ty cops
That cover up for a couple bucks,
If you ever felt lucky
well your luck is up
You should've thought twice about the s**t you done
Class is in session and the bell just rung
Thats when you hear someone scream,
oh my god, he's got a gun....
Now it's Ambulance and flashing lights mega phones and civil rights
kids are dead so shoot on sight
No questioning when you take young life,
Chairs and desks against the doors
Praying and hoping he runs out of ammo or just gets bored or
maybe he'll keep his score towards
the ones who caused his stress
who spilled his drinks
flipped his trays and offended him,
We really hope he skips this class
just walks right pass
this is math and it won't add up
his bullies we're in English,
Go subtract them
Divide us up
we aren't part of that equation
we never crossed paths or even talked
I know that sounds selfish and so f**ked up
but what did I do to deserve to die
it's all f**ked up,
so if selfish keeps me alive
then I'm f**ked up,
You expect me to put my life on the line,
now thats f**ked up,
what good am I against a revolver or a nine
I'd get f**ked up,
So the teacher kept us all tucked up in a corner saying hush hush hush
Whole time all we heard was pop pop pop,
Til the cops showed up,
then it finally stopped,
It finally stopped.
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 3:58 PM UTC
When you're a criminal
can't be too predictable,
gotta set a role and play your part
professional con artist this ***** like art
Cause you gotta take a, step back to see the bigger photon
an electromagnetic radiation emitted by the form of,
you're thoughts
But who's planting the seeds that brought forth this vivid imagery
the guns
the drugs
the women that sell it to get paid
to feed their little seeds
the mothers who get slaughtered deserted
With no love help or chance to be free
But **** it we thugs,
We -
We don't gotta show love
And the next time a ***** gets tough
I promise you his mommas gonna be next up
**** it we tough
we don't gotta show love
I mean it when I say you can get it any day **** around and get your whole family sprayed while throwing a whack *** birthday in that one park you like to go to
You talked real loud but I got you all figured out
you need everyone's eyes just to be seen
You need to feel like you're in control so you use me
As a way to compose all the bulshit you claimed you exposed whole time I was under you nose pulling the strings and setting the foes
you like the gossip i was handing out pamphlets like we at church praising the prophet.
That goes for, Every topic
Criminals don't allow emotions to control their actions and if it ever looked like i did i promise you,
it was acting.
Raised around the bad ****
House was filled with maggots no one washed a dam dish how the **** did we manage,
I don't know
Was it God or satan that kept creating
This urge to keep it pushing
was it God or Satan that kept me safe when the ops was tripping
was it God or satan.
Because the way I'm behaving ain't no way I'm going to heaven
Momma says im heaven sent
She's convinced im innocent
And If cops came barging in she would say
she did it
That loyalty comes with a price
Coz when the chips fall down there's always one to lose their life
that loyalty isnt cheap
coz when the shots go off
That's chalked paved streets-
That loyalty isn't me,
So sorry moms but this is how it gotta be
You take the fall.
Criminals,
that's the **** they're really on
a popular index to follow the footprints of domestic violence or act like a terrorist always lying faking your images
stuck denying you just wanna be a kid again so you go around projecting your failures and insecurities and when you see someone might make it
you make sure they don't
keeping them vacant
making them slowly lose hope
while claiming that ****** your bro
That's criminal
And I hate when ************* claim that they're woke acting like they actually know
When they actually dont
Or ************* that claim they got cash but whole time they staying with shorty hoping they can smash ************* walk on the wrong side of the road with their hands out acting like this **** is owed
Never putting in no real work just bulshitting
Keeping it low
That's criminal
Or when ******* claim theyre the best mom while shaking their *** in the club and wasting their rent money on drugs i grew up around addicts and mental health issues
Had my *** beaten so many times I forgot how to use tissues
Couldn't force a cry even if i wanted to
So use to abuse my only hope was to die
That's criminal
So tell me why the **** I'm alive
Was it God or Satan
Tell me why **** do these eyes keep creating
if all this is a lie
pixelated waves of light
a simulated way of life
where the **** are the cheat codes to save me time
I need to reload my 8ths and nines
I need to regrow my state of mind
I need to focus on whats only mine
All these distractions don't help the grind π―
Mar 22
Mar 22, 2026 at 12:01 PM UTC
You planted a seed
watched it grow with glee
alluding the thought of sinister deeds,
A tree stood tall above the soil
The fruit eaten never spoiled,
Every mouth that ate
Blinded by hate
Every word at stake,
a game
a farce
a shame
Every eye behold
A gaze so bold
only thought to come,
-Foe
A bitter taste a reckless chase a carousel
a loop that eventually will **** us all,
But what if,
the tree would fall.
What if the fruit was rot,
every thought that grew from every branch and every critter crawling with sturdy stance
Every piece of bark,
The leaves that fall when winter comes every fiber of this seed you plant
What if none of it, stood a chance.
What if the water fed to grow the tree was poisoned by a wilder beast
one unlike any you've ever seen,
What if,
he planted your first seed.
The one that sprout with thoughts of doubt The ones that brought your demons out
They say the devil plays mindful games
I say the devil acts out to start a blaze
A flame that ignites our inner rage causes us to misbehave consuming ourselves in our own cage,
Some believing they control the things they say not knowing those words were merely,
a replay,
A script written by a master,
so indulged by disaster,
so consumed by others laughter,
A true crafter...
Misleading truths, faults and dear farewells
Just like crows come feeding from crumbs off the floor there
filling their belly with wrong nutrition
Leading their brethren in wrong directions
Healing won't come when bloods expected,
Healing is done when you let go
When you realize you were wrong
To ever assume the worst,
To ever assume at all...
Assumptions are like seeds planted in the ground,
some can lead to beautiful outcomes
others only tear each other down.
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 5:03 PM UTC
The smiles I had as a child faded,
In replacement is a stare that's vacant
A lack of emotions,
My motivation is temporary,
Inspiration,
seems like a story.
One we tell to kids
but never truly know what it is.
My mind weighs heavy
with thoughts of regret,
I spend most days trying to forget,
Every wrong choice I made
every wrong step,
Or the way I said that one sentence
Im holding this brush,
My canvas is blank
Im in control,
with no rush.
Just a sad little dance,
To let the brush stroke
This way,
then that way
A nice little sun in the corner of my page
Bright vivid pictures
To lighten up my day. .......
But the only colors I have
Are dark black and soft grey
So my drawings are like an old TV
Screen
No channel can be played
Just the sound of static,
The front cover of a composition book
And the urge to panic
Thinking I don't deserve anything good,
Yet,
I still have it,
So why does God keep blessing me
The snake who whispered out to Eve
The sinner who bit from the apple tree
The brother who let his ego feed
into his hate,
the one we all know as Cain,
Im nothing like the man with his cane
Who separated seas to escape
My category is more decayed
Like the flesh off Miriam,
A flickered flame from the torch
Satan was carrying,
a smidge of ash
Leaving behind a trail of dust
All this Tethered by a gut wrenching lust.
An urge that tilts the scales of faith
A surge of release, only to feel the same
When the sense of relief fades away
So no,
I dont have the same smiles I did as a child everything always seems.
to fade,
everything..
except for this pain.
So ill pray to exchange or give some guidance that explains
a better perspective
Some better objectives,
cause the stuff ive been chasing has nothing but dead ends and im tired of faking and pretending im living
When really im just waiting to die
Another repetitive day,
in the mind of I and this mind of mine
Is like a water ride,
You know when you stand to the side waiting for the log to hit the bottom
so you can catch that wave
Even though you know its coming,
You still act surprised
It feels refreshing to feel alive
To let the heat subside for a moment,
before reality kicks in like....
Hi π
Did you forget about me,
Did you forget your position
Did you forget this was only a momentary Illusion
Did you forget you need to wake up
Go back to that 9 to 5 and deal with some bulshit on the regular,
But then this other voice comes in like.
Whos the editor?
Whos in control?
When you achieve those goals
where's the credit go?
Cause it isnt going to the second guesser the overthinker the constant stressing of
Wondering,
what if.
This voice that refuses to quit
we call it Soul,
So who's in control,
The voice of the world
Or the voice in your soul?
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 3:41 PM UTC
Wonderful-
thats the word that comes to mind when I think of you
Wonderful, for the person you are
Wonderful, for the way that you cook
Wonderful, for the love that you give
Wonderful, when caring for our kids
Lifes been hard and you know it better than most but through it all you stayed,
Wonderful
So when I think of you or if you come to mind the only thought I have is how wonderfully sublime
you are,
You make a whole room shine.
Wonderful even when im terrible and give you a hard time Wonderful through and through truly one of a kind.
Nov 18, 2025
Nov 18, 2025 at 10:24 AM UTC
Its kinda strange, isn't it
To behave a certain way coz of pigment
Like our skin gives fulfillment
Or the right to place judgment
Yeah, he never struggled in life he actually loves it
All his bills paid on time
Not a single misdemeanor or a crime
He never had to think twice
Before making a choice
That could change lives
Is it really coz those blue eyes
Mines are brown like mud pies
He never had to be afraid in the daytime
But when the sunsets
Thats when they call us a dark threat,
I saw my brother get arrested over nothing
Just coz he was running in the projects
The witness told the cops it was not him
But the cops didn't listen
This man was a Christian
He never lifted a finger in the wrong direction
But right then and there his skin color became a reason for aggression,
Then, our landlord decided that was a good reason for eviction
Had our mom crying in the kitchen
trying to explain that we were just playing manhunt then a cop pulled up guns out, screaming, get down.
We were only kids too
15 to 19,
so excuse me Mr white T
If I walk around like nobody likes me
This what they all teach
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And I ain't even black
Maybe only half
Im a light skin puerto rican
But it doesn't mean we lack that special kind of treatment..
So tell me what the problem is
Coz we should be united
Why the **** we fighting
They keeping us divided
Hoping we dont take stand or even think to try it
Every race has a little hate
Every character isnt gonna be the same
So why they keep putting us to shame
If a white man commits a crime
The TV simply states a man did this and that
But let the pigment change and they gotta mention he was black.
So excuse my racist protest
I just dont like this racist bulshit
Tell the world the man's Hispanic
Twist the story,
cause some damage,
But we all know who the savage is
Stolen land
mass shootings
that blood is on your hands
Brother man
Call them out thats what im about give a **** if they want to shoot me down.
Shot me now before another word leaves out my mouth.
π₯π₯π₯π£
They say the truth hurts, and it's why we live in a world of lies, but I say let that **** hurt and maybe then together we survive.
Aug 19, 2025
Aug 19, 2025 at 12:00 PM UTC
I've adopted these feelings of doubt
Without notice it entered my house
Unloaded its baggage right on my couch my pillow the shower every spot of my house was invaded,
On my couch I used to relax and watch TV
Now the shows are a shadow reminder for me
When I laid my head to sleep at night
It used to be a wonderful sight
But now my pillow feels like a brick
my bed like sand every feelings an itch
My shower would be where I'd wash all away
Now just like my soap the stench lingers all day
This feeling of doubt keeps pressing me down
Id say im fine but im still trying to figure things out.
Aug 16, 2025
Aug 16, 2025 at 11:30 AM UTC