im crushed by the shame of my own failure
and im crushed by the failure of my own shame
and it creates an empty, disconnected feeling
May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021 at 10:21 PM UTC
I'm not good at the right things
and other people seem to have halos and wings
May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021 at 10:19 PM UTC
This was made for a certain purpose
can't say why
but I think you know why
W
H
Y
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 2:21 PM UTC
and thats a fact
that we artist revel in
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 11:14 PM UTC
I was bored so I wrote this for you
I don't know what I hope to accomplish
Maybe my adhd wanted to be satisfied
Maybe it's because I'm a perfectionist
But not with poetry
I was bored so I wrote this for you
And I don't know why
It's beyond my understanding
A mindless function being fulfilled
Or something more
Something deep down inside that even I don't know about
Something in the inner workings of the body
I was bored so I wrote this for you
And I hold that statement true
no seriously I had no idea what I would accomplish
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 11:07 PM UTC
I guess I have forgotten
the journeys I've had in the past
the procrastination that made me feel good
but the reality that had me harassed
I stare at a screen
that they say is "oh-so unhealthy"
just doing what I do
and tell me
How many times our art has been celebrated
and how many times has it not
and some people forget
I made the mistake of falling in with that lot
So blame me, yes me, me!
I'll tell you I'm so sorry
but you can't blame me for saying
online school is quite boring
Mar 5, 2021
Mar 5, 2021 at 3:35 AM UTC
I know it's one of __them__
one of __them__ has the __knife__
__3__ have been __lost__ 5 __remain__
a __cold__ blooded __killer__ is on the loose
with __no__ outside help
__we're__ all as good as __dead__
At least that's what I tell __myself__
I was __woken__ in the __night__
__she__ shook me awake
"we found __something__" __she__ says
I see __him__ with the __knife__
it's covered in __blood__
"__I__ didn't do it I __swear__"
he __begs__ saying he had __nothing__ to do with it
then __we__ take the __knife__
and give __him__ what he gave __us__
__we__ go back to sleep
to search for __help__ in the morning
I wake up to see __blood__ on my __hands__
I feel something __cold__ under my pillow
I reach and see the __knife__
I clean __it__ and put it where it __used__ to be
was __he__ even the __murderer__?
__Someone's__ missing I think
__he's__ missing
know there are only __three__
it's __her__ or __him__
but __who__?
I hear a __snap__
__he's__ __dead__
it was __her__!
it's just __you__ and __me__
__she__ says
an evil __smile__ appears on her face
the last thing I __see__
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 12:40 PM UTC
A dazzling display
An exploding array
A dashing light
Flashing in night
Colors lashing
Beautiful smashing
Elegant shining
Audible whining
Your fireworks array
Makes the night bright as day
Jan 22, 2021
Jan 22, 2021 at 2:35 PM UTC
An arrow flying through the sky
does it hit it's mark, as it passes by
just like a shooting star
such grace and beauty
who was the archer
did he shoot for pleasure, or duty
But never will we know
for the body is so slow
compared to the speed
of a fast-moving arrow
Jan 15, 2021
Jan 15, 2021 at 1:29 PM UTC
The lonely bard sits
in the shade of a tree
strumming his lute
for you and me
he has been rhyming for quite some time
born with a gift
he plays, and plays
his fingers so swift
Alas, no one will pass
but he keeps on playing
he will stay here forever
even when his body starts decaying
He has become a legend
but what is left to see
a finely carven lute
resting next to a tree
Jan 15, 2021
Jan 15, 2021 at 1:23 PM UTC