I'd laugh at my life
If it were not my life
But I hate
Mockery.
You can travel with me
I trust your look
And you sometimes
Make me laugh
Unselfconciously.
I have been
Hither and yon
And seen a lot of things
Blinkered and wrong
While laughing woefully.
I have danced among the stars
Too big of steps
Prancing too far
But I trust your look
And you make me laugh
Unselfconciously.
I love her like life
A bright-eyed fierce wit strikes
And she reminds me
It costs extra for the cherry.
Like God's own soda ****
He amasses the vanilla
Gives a little whip cream squirt
And darts an inquiring look
Shall I add the cherry?
I love what I love
And I know what I know
I'll go fighting to the grave
Wrestling with my own ****** soul.
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 7:26 PM UTC
They call
From down the hall
And the mind is snagged
Questing for answers
The body is weak
Dying
Full of holes
Useless to any goal
The voices beckon
Half-promising something
It's the only direction
For you and all your anger.
You wander from painful noise and light
Toward vague promises of something right
With fists and breathing clenched
Ready for any fight.
But the light blossoms
And they are all there
Gesturing in welcome
Pointing out the banquet's fare.
I have my doubts
I doubt everything
But I have no doubt
The pain is over.
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 6:51 PM UTC
That hot-blooded youth
Expired at last
Cold grease-fire ashes
Just soot on the soul.
Where are the children
And where are the wives
Where are the stocked-up answers
For the rest of his life?
Here is the bourbon
Here is the wine
There the eyes sparkle
But the limbs have all declined.
His speech is fiery
His decisions forthright
But where there was once a cuff to the cheek
There is grasping for a cane.
I respect the man
I acknowledge his might
It's death I despise
And its sapping of rights.
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 6:45 PM UTC
Actions chased by chastity
Touching confused with lust
Hold your hands back now
And thus shall the record show.
Never confused in parables
Right is right
And wrong is wrong
A single lesson to know life-long.
Yet my demanding mistress
I would never deny
Except in good conscience
Which is mostly.
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC
Wild and uncontrollable
Fresh air
To the vestibule
And saint's alive
Life is a headlong dive.
Flying squirrels
Little girls
Unpredictable
But equally lovable.
People feel things
Like kids say things
And everything
Is under a microscope.
Hate is a long game
Love has short reasoning
Feelings drive emotions
Fueled by everything but reason
Logic
Makes us murderous.
One plus one plus it's all ****** up
You can't swim out of this pit
Too soon to tell
But I think
You're going to hell.
But the future is unwoven
The Seamstress Union is on strike
Yarns of every color
Are scattered on the floor.
An industrious imp
Tosses in a steam-driven loom
It eats up all the bits
And spits out new histories.
So genes collide
In their secret unions
But messages get crossed
And we welcome new mutations.
In the wake of a mininova bang
Conciousness is all-grasping
Freedom unobscured and No Trespassing ignored
Tucked away in safe corners
You keep all your real answers.
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 8:46 PM UTC
Pain unearned but still deserved
Served up as dessert
By her earthier friends
Laughing at her crying back
As she stumbles blindly home.
Ignorance is a crime
And sweet little puppies die all the time
But what makes them smile for a moment
Places her in confoundment
So sweet and remorseful
She takes her own life.
Bullies on the steps
Bullies on the curb
******* punks on the bus
Unexplained learning curves.
People are animals
Who can do better
If they want and are able
And not just something in the middle.
I wish she'd known me
Before she knew you
I can see you from miles away
She never understood public schools.
She needed an honest education
Never the misfired humiliation
But the streets run with rats
A fact we'll never get past.
Is social equality such an uneven street
That the fanciest of shoes might stumble
And the beasts ferociously feed?
A wake and a vigil
Candles burned for as long as boredom can stand
School bells ring
And it's business as usual.
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 5:17 PM UTC
"And now please welcome today's anti-terrorism speaker, Anonymous!"
[anonymous applause, dwindling out]
"Thanks, everyone. The reason I prefer anonymity should be self-evident, but just to make it clear, I wish to avoid the recrimination of the hostile element."
"Before I got here I was just reading, and believe me I'm still not believing, but it would seem, on the whole, that planetary aggression is on the slow."
A hand is raised
A hand is ignored
The speaker moistens his lips
Prepared to emit a bit more.
"I have stats and stories
Tortuous anecdotes about little girls and boys
Food and sanitation is a crime itself
And I'm prepared to say we live in our own hell."
Arms upheld wither down
As new hands reach for attention
But the speaker ignores them all
Intent on his own presentation.
"The reason for hate
Is more or less clear
We fiercely believe one thing
As they devoutly believe another.
But do not fear!
We are right and they are wrong
They saddle their own children with a death song
No cartoons of basic morality
Just legs with bombs
Made to go off remotely."
An angry rustle
Amidst lowered hands
Quieting now
Like they're getting the hang of it.
"Humans are robots
Programmable, malleable and sometimes trustworthy
Highly complicated machinery!
Indoctrination is the virus
That seeks to destroy the outside."
Again the raised hands
And eyebrows too
All these fluttering robots
Fluttering in a pseudo-free zoo.
Ignoring the obvious
The speaker plods onwards
But modulates his voice
Against their trained reactions.
"We need to accept and enfold
An ideology only thousands of years old
To mutate and twist
Into what our children might wish."
Someone yells "Disney!"
Another mutters "Black whiteys"
But there are a few
Who remain to hear it through.
"Despite what you think
Despite who you are
Against all you've been taught
We've come quite far.
You may not know your son
You may not know your daughter
But leave them alone
And tomorrow may happen.
Put the guns aside
Drink from your hidden bottles without shame
You are who you are
And you should let them be them."
This is not what anyone wanted
Anyone over the age of ten
This is not what anyone wanted
With children and the urge to brainwash them.
The room trickles out
Leaving the most devout
Devoted to the future
Any future left standing.
But amidst this group
Are hard-liner elements
And one has a voice
Cutting through it all
To ask, "What about bomber babies?"
And riding right on top
Is a fat slobbery Republican fop
Demanding in his self-entitled way
"What the **** about America?"
The speaker shrugs
As if to indicate
Which question
Is more stupid.
"We seek to leave the planet
And develop tech to make it happen
You go your way
And we go ours."
The room is smaller now
They indulge in eye contact
Personal communications
Words, hands, heads and eyebrows.
The speaker sighs
As if on the cusp of absolute honesty
Then spills his true guts
To these few radicals and emissaries:
"Our worst enemy is ourselves
Through millennia fashioning our own hells
Subjugation of non-prominent DNA
Believing destruction will pave the way.
But on a not-much larger scale
We're just cheap entertainment
For every other race
That crawled up this hill."
The crowd is slightly subdued
Probably more from shame
Than anything
Because shame is in the DNA
And experienced by everyone.
But we can always rely
On some fat Republican to decry
"But not me!
And for sure not my children!"
And now even more file out
Hearts emptied and minds afloat
Now it's just the sweating speaker
And a few odd haters.
"We're a microbial phenomenon
Miraculously still alive
And still inept
At staying alive."
He waves a casual hand like a maestro
And behind him the stage glows
A 30x30 screen descends
Illuminating bugs as they crawl.
"We're slightly smarter
But no more hardier
Than Hymenoptera
Except we can leave this planet."
Red-faced and obviously insulted
The old fat plushy storms out
Leaving now just a few
To adopt this future-flung view.
"We need to terraform and colonize
Sure, and design space suits
Pleasing to the eye
But ultimately,
We need to get the hell gone."
One clap, one frown
The speaker shrugs
As if wondering
Why aren't we all gone?
And so he is left
With the clean-up crew
And one fruitcake
Who asks
"Will God come with us?"
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 4:20 PM UTC
I am the voice in your head
I can tell you how to do things
Right or wrong
All according to whim.
Sometimes righteous
Occasionally evil
My voice lends to the aural
What your soul intends to do.
You intone with me
As I speak
In the same way
Your consciousness never sleeps.
So what's the question
Or what's the game
As you know full well
I am ready to play.
Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 12:34 AM UTC
You don't think like me
And I don't think like you
But it seems to me
We're both *******
We can do the math
In our various ways
And we sum the total
To the end of days.
I am right
And you are wrong
But you'll play the numbers
Like it's all your song.
I don't care
So long as they hear
The same sad song
Of everything going wrong.
But you spin out the bliss
Like a drunken fairy wish
Disregarding all the facts
And sending us all back.
It's a redo, people
**** the ice age
Get reacquainted with your dogs
And repaint the steeples.
Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 12:13 AM UTC
If I told you to go ****
You'd just snort
And take my last beer.
You're a best friend and quite cavalier
You know me like nobody
But you're still a queer.
I just want the best for you
And I know you reverse the same
But if we ever get outta this mess
I probably shouldn't know your name.
You're used to it
But I ain't gonna do it
I know you now
You're my best friend anyhow.
So tuck and ****
Fists all battering
Smash 'em good
I wanna see blood splattering.
Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 10:04 PM UTC