The things I'd give to have you in my living room
Once again.
A hidden love
Untouched.
I miss you so much.
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 1:28 AM UTC
I'm constantly doubting
Those that came before and wondering
Was it me that caused all the trifling before?
No not I.
But you.
You caused the doubt.
And made me feel crazed.
About tallying up as if I had something to prove.
Yes I could be better than the rest.
Not anymore.
Now I've realized I havent been fighting for the best.
But only to be second best.
And I've cut myself short.
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 1:17 AM UTC
Dear soulmate,
I met you once
You were standing
So was I
We talked,
Mostly with our eyes
Not then said I realize
I thought maybe
You said no
So again it was just I
I met you twice
This time sitting
I figured this time friends
Friends we were
Time came along
And as it does made me realize
I've loved you along.
Its to bad time skews
And separates
Those that maybe are meant to be
Its a complicated world
But maybe I'll see you
A third time around
And know I've loved you along.
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 1:01 AM UTC
I'm afraid of airports
Not because of flying
Or security
But because when I enter
There are so many emotions
Sadness happiness fear nostalgia
As soon as I pull in
I can feel all of it.
The heartbreak of a loved one leaving
Never to return.
The happiness of seeing a long lost friend
You'd feared you would never see again.
Some people make a trip
Just to remember
The one time they said good bye
And not hello again.
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
I loved you
More than the moon and the stars
More than the sunrise in all its glory.
Then I knew you.
I ached
And turned
1200 miles away
Then I knew you.
You spoke of a world ending.
I feared this truth
And wished only to spend the end times with you.
Then I knew you.
Every lie
Every deceit
Every promise un-kept.
Then I knew you.
Now you've returned.
Stating I'm the only love for you.
You'll never leave.
But I know you.
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 12:41 AM UTC
The day you left
you didn't only leave my side
you removed me from your life.
At times I feel a tingle
wash over my lips
When I'm driving
In the shower
after waking up from a nightmare
in front of the television
It come's at no particular time
with no warning
It wash's over me
with intense desire
and I wonder
at that time
is it because you're thinking of me?
or is it because you've replaced your love for me
with a bottomless outlet
to pour your emotions into
and I'm left feeling the heartbreak
all over again.
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 1:09 PM UTC
It began with the soft whisper of a deer
the gentle howl of an owl
and the fierce roar of a bear
secluded in the tree's
the long winding roads
I'd ride along
I found myself
I found us
I found a friend
One that would always be around
as long as I'd listen for her
she'd always speak
But only when
I was ready
to listen.
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 12:52 PM UTC