I'm not here for wet marks on pillows
I'm not here for a smoky room
I'm not here for staying up until 2:30 am every ******* night
I'm not here for all of this
I don't want to be here
For all of this
Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 6:57 PM UTC
I hate myself.
I wish I wasn't so clumsy
I wish I didn't make a fool of myself
I wish I could always be happy
I wish I had a reason for all of this
I wish I could find someone worth while
I wish I could be someone worth while
I wish I didn't have my stomach or my feet or my legs or my hands or myself
I hate myself.
Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 6:44 PM UTC
I'm sitting
And I'm thinking
And I want
To stop.
Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 7:54 PM UTC
I'm so ******* tired of being sorry.
It's the past
I thought I was helping.
Guess I thought wrong.
This is one of the many reasons
reasons why I think that I do nothing right.
Didn't think wrong this time
***Bye
Love you.***
Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 12:10 AM UTC
Things are very
Complicated.
I honestly don't know how
To function
To feel
I know that I do wrong,
And that I can hurt you
So easily
And
I don't think I care
Not anymore
Not like I used to.
Thank you.
Jun 30, 2013
Jun 30, 2013 at 2:39 AM UTC
All I can say
have the power to say
know I'm not wrong about
think
do
Described with the phrase
I'm sorry.
^ so, so, so, very
Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 10:36 PM UTC
I love rain.
The smell of r
The sound of a
The feel of i
n
I love rain.
Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 11:53 PM UTC
I'm sorry I can't provide for you:
Be there every second of the day
Hold your hand just in case you fall
Sometimes I just like to be alone
All the time
I just
want to be alone
But you can't see that, can you?
You can't see that I'm fine,
that I need space every now and again?
I've tried countless times
Just to make you smile
But it's not enough
it's never been
enough
You say you're hurt
That you **** it up"
And "fake smiles"
Have you realized I've not only faked smiles,
I've faked happiness,
Just to see you try.
"There is no trying, there is only doing or not"
********
I've been trying.
Where the hell were you?
So I'm sorry
For not being there every second of the day
For not holding your hand in case you fall
Because this time,
It's your turn to hold me.
Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 11:06 PM UTC
Love [luhv]: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
If I were to search love in the dictionary,
I think I would find you
If I were to search perfect in the dictionary,
I think I would find you.
I think that I love you
I've fallen for you
But
l
o
v
e
Doesn't exist.
Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 3:30 AM UTC