Should I blow out the candle of *** and love.
The candle that lit a part of the room
that sat and gazed upon our bodies.
That stayed motionless and dim, stagnant and consistent.
The dim spark tries to match and parallel the electricity that it watches.
The light stays dim, at the corner of the room where it is motional;
watching the bodies.
Quiet in the corner.
Dimming and fading, as the lovers slowly finish and sink into the bed, motionless and still as the candle.
The *** candle gets blown out, as abrupt as it gets lit.
The *** candle sits at the corner of the room awaiting to be lit again, awaiting the movement it lacks. Never ready to be blown out.
it gently dims, just like the mirrored bodies it watched.
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 2:13 AM UTC
I am good, I am wise, I am bright, I am kind, I am empathetic, I am funny
If I am not kind or empathetic once,
that doesn’t exterminate how kind and empathetic I am.
Doing something that isn’t right for myself hurts my soul but it doesn’t make me a bad person.
I am allowed to make mistakes.
I am a good.
Nov 27, 2016
Nov 27, 2016 at 6:55 PM UTC
The pain I’ve caused has wrapped itself around people’s happiness. It murdered them of there peace even before knocking.
The bad I’ve caused came from the darkest part of my soul. No love for anything was found there.
The bad things I’ve done doesn’t make me a bad person. The pain I’ve caused doesn’t make me evil.
I’m sorry to every person I’ve caused pain too. My heart and soul goes out to ALL of you.
I’m going to help everyone that needs help and make up for all the pain I’ve caused.
Nov 5, 2016
Nov 5, 2016 at 3:59 PM UTC
I'm going to have to leave my house soon,
I want 'soon' to last forever, but forever wouldn't be enough,
The 'soon' keeps getting closer and I can feel my house slipping from my fingers,
I can feel it slipping into my memory.
Aug 27, 2016
Aug 27, 2016 at 6:55 PM UTC
I am drowning in my own sorrow,
I see you in the distance on a big boat alone,
You wave me over with a wide smile,
I swim over as fast as I can,
I am out of breathe when I get to your boat,
I look up at you with a sad smile hoping you'll save me,
Sometimes as I'm reaching for your hand you smile then it disappears and you turn around and start the engine leaving me stranded,
Other times you smile down at me and reach out your hand and grasp mine and start pulling me up then stop, let go, shake your head and leave,
I never get on your boat, you have always left my stranded with me feelings and myself.
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 1:04 AM UTC
Why don't people understand that there's so much pain in my heart,
I'm absorbed of pain and it hurts.
It hurts so bad,
I don't know how to get the pain out so I cause pain to others.
Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 6:57 PM UTC
In my eyes you are sunshine always.
I get jealous of the people you show your light too, the people that you warm with your heart, the people that get to touch your soul constantly.
Anger stirs in my chest knowing I can’t touch your soul constantly,
I can’t always be warmed by your light, knowing you’re giving comfort and love to someone who isn’t me.
I irk for your love,
but if I don’t have all of it I don’t want any of it.
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 9:34 PM UTC
I miss you.
I miss the love that would flood through my veins, this love has lived in my soul my whole life.
It was born because i was, it was a gift to me just because I was there.
Your love has lived inside my soul for my entire life, not because of all the good I offer but because I am your granddaughter not by blood, by choice.
My graditude is infinite for loving me and all my baggage, and for doing everything on this earth to make me happy and feel special and believe in me.
Being away from you and topsail island makes me feel lopsided, like I’m missing a part of myself.
I miss being next to the beach,
I can smell sunscreen everywhere like it’s perfume
I have never missed anywhere as much as I miss being next to the beach and in my grandmothers arms.
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 1:10 PM UTC
You are overflowing with emotion, it comes out of every part of you, you wear it like a coat. I hold my emotion in the center of my heart for no one to see, it is a dim candle that keeps burning but slowly gets brighter. Yours is loud and mine is quiet. You are a river and I am a puddle.
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 7:58 PM UTC
My heart beats because you brought me into this world.
You taught me how to walk, how to talk, how to love, how to treat people, how to be patient.
Everything I know, all the guidance I have was handed to me by you.
You have given me many things but nothing compares to the gift of having you as my mom.
I love you
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 7:58 AM UTC