Right now,
my world is in black and white
I feel nothing, I feel numb
I feel like drowning
but I'm not underwater
I feel like suffocating
but nobody's strangling me
I feel like my world is about to end
but in reality, its just me
Its just me thinking that
Its just me because I'm all alone
Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 8:09 AM UTC
Take a chance on me
I'll make you really happy
Every moment you'll spend with me
will be joyous for eternity
Take my hand, come with me
I'll take you away from here
We'll go somewhere, our sanctuary
You'll never shed another tear
Take my heart, its now yours
I'll always be by your side
I'll love you and take care of you
We'll be together 'till the end of time
Oct 12, 2016
Oct 12, 2016 at 9:17 AM UTC
I always felt strange whenever I'm happy
I always thought things should happen differently
These good things are not meant for me
Please, take me back to reality
Can somebody save me from this cruel insanity?
I feel like drowning in disappointments and uncertainty
Is this happiness really for me?
Or is fate playing a game to hurt me intentionally
This time, can't you allow me to be happy?
I want to know the feeling of not being lonely
Oct 12, 2016
Oct 12, 2016 at 8:56 AM UTC
You're that big "What if"
I know I'll probably regret
But I don't want to entertain
all these feelings that I have
I tell myself it'll be a mistake
to go and fall for you
Too late now, I've already fallen
What have I got myself into?
I dream about you and me,
all the things that we could be
I know they'll never come true,
if I keep loving you silently
I wish I could tell you words,
"Oh its you, I adore"
Though I know you're with someone
But I hope you'd hold out for more
Oct 12, 2016
Oct 12, 2016 at 8:14 AM UTC
I thought forgetting you
will be easy
But you filled my head
with so much memory
Now all the time
I feel lonely
Because I know
you'll never be with me
I wonder if you feel
such sadness too
We could've been
but we chose not to
On rainy days,
I think of you
The moment time froze
just for us two
Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 5:12 PM UTC
You got me trapped in a cage
that you desperately call love
You love me when I'm useful
and you hate me when I'm not
Is this what love is supposed to be?
You just damaged all of me
Isn't love supposed to make you feel warm,
secured, safe, and carefree?
Is this all that love has to offer?
Or is it just you?
Am I really a pitiful lover
whose leaving is long overdue?
I have to leave from here
This all has to end
I need to go now
Please let go of my hand
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 10:47 AM UTC
The first time I met you,
I didn't think of you much
But then there was a spark,
when our hands first touched
Time went by
We talked night and day
We grew closer and closer
I have so much to say
I started to notice
I think of you often
I incorporate your name
with every word spoken
This can't be right
I am falling for you
All the time, I wonder
If you feel the same too
I am going insane
I don't know what to do
Should I tell you how I feel?
Would you say you love me too?
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 9:23 AM UTC
"Time will heal you",
is what they always say
Whenever you're hurt
and in so much pain
As time passes,
as the memories turn grey
The pain subsides
but never goes away
As time continues,
battle scars add up
You feel like quitting
but you never give up
Time will stop,
things will be better
No more agony,
only joy and laughter
Sep 22, 2016
Sep 22, 2016 at 8:31 PM UTC
I tried not to love you
so hard it almost destroyed me
The feeling of helplessness
is so annoying and consuming
I tried to hate you
so much but I still care
What's left for me to do now
is to stay away and disappear
I tried to be friends
in every way that I can
But your sweetness still gets through me
In my eyes, you're still a man
I tried to be cool about it
never let the feelings show
But my heart's pounding is strong
I don't think I can ever let this go
I tried to confess everything
free my self from this torture
I opened my mouth, no words came out
I guess what I need now is closure
I tried to forget and move on
Nothing will ever come out of this
I stared at you, you held my hand
Pulled me close and gave me a kiss
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 11:38 PM UTC
Nobody knew she was in pain
She smiles perfectly. All is the same.
She blends in the crowd. Just standing in the rain.
Her heart is breaking. Don't know who to blame.
She stares at people. Who doesn't know her name
She wonders if they notice. Her dying flame
She thought what if she disappears,
be forever in despair
Would anyone look for her? Would anybody care?
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 10:38 PM UTC