I am shy yet sweet at times
I wonder why people can't hear my cries for help
I hear whispering in my head but nothings there
I want the pain to just go away
I am shy yet sweet sometimes
I pretend to smile on the outside but on the inside I'm really crying
I feel like just giving up
I touch nothing but fear
I worry I won't be able to trust people again
I cry because the whispering just won't leave me alone
I understand that one day the pain will stop
I say god is helpful but why won't he help me
I dream more and more pain each day that I sleep
I try to stop the suffering
I hope I Can someday take my wall down and invite the light in
I am shy yet sweet at times
Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 3:25 PM UTC
I'm sorry. I apologize. I never want to hurt anyone ever again. I know that sometimes we do or say things we don't mean, but even though we don't mean these things they still hurt people. I don't want to be remembered as the girl who mistreated others because she was so upset with herself. I'm not going to purposely or even non-purposely make someone feel sad or upset. I care. If I've ever mistreated you or hurt you. Please understand that I made a mistake. I may not have realized I hurt you. But I'm sorry. You don't have to forgive me. Just know that purposely hurting someone was never my intention. And it will never be. I'm genuinely sorry. Truly.
Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 12:06 PM UTC